There once was a time in which I was just as innocent as the people I have hurt and manipulated for my own gain. I have lost and decayed because of my countless mistakes. The ones that say they know I am struggling continue to underestimate just how far these things can go. I have come to the realization that my purpose in life is different than I expected. They say I don’t know what it is yet, but I do. I’m not sure how much longer I will procrastinate my death, however it is a necessity in order to end the war that I thought ended so long ago.