Alone is how I am, alone is how I’ll die

When there is no one there to save you- that’s it. You feel like fucking shit and you’re all by yourself. Driving. You reach out- its all you have. but then again you don’t have it, support isn’t given. When that happens- you save yourself. It hurts like hell- and you’ll always regret it, but you think to yourself, I could drive right into oncoming traffic right now. I could do it. I could do it. But those very seconds you continue to drive on that right side of the roadway, you are saving yourself. When you read this- you are saving yourself. Every single second of your life, you continue to save. Save save save. You cant get tired- no, because you are all you can depend on now. Don’t be afraid.