How do I just let go of all of my cares? I feel as though I am close to not caring about anything going on in my life anymore, but there’s still something that lingers. I want to get rid of it so I will be able to do whatever I want and not care about anything that could happen. So that maybe I can die and not have to have regrets or anything like that, because I will just tell myself it doesn’t matter anyway. I don’t know if that makes sense or not. I just hope one of these days I will get the courage to die, or just an overwhelming impulse. I’m starting to feel like everything is overwhelming me, so I should just go soon before I get even more stressed out than I already am. I guess I just want to get rid of the thing holding me back.
I’m sorry… I’m not your hero anymore.
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I think there should be a balance, like many things in life. You shouldn’t let everything little thing overwhelm you. However, you also shouldn’t not care about anything. That isn’t the way to get to the end without any regrets. I think we’ll always have some regrets. The key is to know that we’ve tried, and that the regrets we have aren’t too bad.
Damnation, sorry “*every little thing”.