Just as soon as I thought this school year was gonna be alright. Turns out I was completely wrong.
My so-called bestfriend turned her back towards me. She ignores me like I don’t exist.
One time they played volleyball. One player backed out so my ‘bestfriend’ asked for replacements. i excitedly said “ME!” but the moment I did so, she became disappointed and sad. So I wanted to back out. But then I decided to think “oh maybe it’s just in my head.” Then, before i joined, she was energetic and playing real hard. But as I joined, she became lousy and as if she wanted to stop playing. That made me lose my interest in playing.
Then there was this other time where i was asleep in class. As soon as I woke up, some of them playing a game similar to “how well do you know me?”. The question “Who do you hate the most in this class?” was brought up. This woke me up instantly and i tried listening to it really hard. Then i heard my so-called bestfriend suggest names. I was ok with it, until I heard my name. She fucking mentioned my name. But I didn’t hear what they talked about afterwards. Not that I want to.
They would distance themselves from me like I’m some sort of a virus. I never did anything to them.
Same thing before. The same group of friends backstabbed me and completely ruined my summer holiday. I was so depressed. To the point where I actually considered cutting myself, or possibly hanging myself.
I’ve talked about this to one of my internet friends, but all she could say was ignore those group of friends. I tried. But it didn’t work.
If I did ignore them, they’d think I’m backstabbing them.
What a messed up group of friends.
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True friends are hard to find. Most hard to find those who understand us. 🙁
exactly :/
What’s the point in having “friends” if all they’re going to do is hurt you.
Yes, I understand that no one want’s to be alone, but maybe you just haven’t found the right group of friends yet. Until I found my best friend, I didn’t know what group I was supposed to be in. I was the lonely depressed outcast, until I found a group of depressed outcasts with amazing attitudes towards bitches like them. (Attitudes meaning if you mess with us I will rip your head off.) You just need to find the right people.
You’re probably right.I haven’t found the right group of friends yet.
You have a great group of friends 🙂
In my opinion, best friends don’t exist.
The people who I thought were my “best friends” abandoned me on purpose.
3 days in a row I would get my lunch and then when I sat down with them they all left to “use the bathroom” I would nod and they would go sit at some other table thinking I wouldn’t fucking notice. The day after they didn’t even bother to sit at the table we sat at. They made sure that everyone notice that I sat alone. The words “best friends” doesn’t exist in my dictionary, and it never will again.
That’s just…depressing. Yesterday, my ‘bestfriend’ told me she couldn’t eat with me today. I thought she’d eat with her brother. But she ate with her new ‘bestfriend’ who I also considered as a really close friend.
You know what fuck that *****. If it’s that easy for here to walk away from you then let her go you don’t need here. Better people always come along, and remember anime is forever.
*her
i shall follow your advice ?
Anime is forever.