December 5th, 2016by Nico The Robot
I’ve grown too lazy to put Day __ so I’m putting numbers only instead. I.. I relapsed and cut myself. It stings but, I missed it. Charming knows but she’s not disappointed in me. At least that’s what she says. The cuts are on my thighs now, since in my culinary class I have to roll up my sleeves. I have friends like me there too, and I notice how some people stare at their arms cause of their scars. I don’t want to go through that.
They’re healing, but I feel like I’m gonna do it again soon. My parents just keep making me feel like shit. ..My mom wants me to get plastic surgery for my breasts. It makes me feel disgusting. I like being flat surprisingly haha. But telling me I should get plastic surgery.. I’m not even 18 yet. That’s disgusting.
Oh, I also found a song that I could relate too so much my elementary through first two years of middle school days. It’s called “Aishite, Aishite, Aishite.” or in english,”Love me, Love me, Love me.” It’s pretty dark, but then again most things on here are dark. I’ll put the link down below if you guys are interested. It’s pretty good.
Ugh.. I have a bunch of homework to do.. I’m not in the mood. I’m gonna have to though.. so I’m logging off for now.
Starting to feel numb like a Robot, Nico.