Death in the family

December 26th, 2016by Epistemologist2.0

Hello everyone! I am a father (non-custodial parent) of 2 boys. For the past 8 years I’ve spent fighting I. Family court to advocate  for my equal parental rights, as to ensure my bond with my children….Long story short…I lost. The mother proved to be to manipulative. Its funny because the more I fought to be in my children’s life, the more she fought to keep me away. There is really no way I can at this point, classify her as a human being. I’ve had countless, never ending, suicidal/homicidal ideations and the emotional Pain I feel is beyond this world!! To describe my pain better, I hate this woman so much, as she left me for dead psychologically and emotionally, I believe that not even killing her is gonna heal my pain. At times I can bear the pain, however, most of the time I’m left feeling my heart is bleeding to death. At times I feel like I’m a lose control and loss my mind…. I’m going into the abyss and not coming out……..Just another broken hearted father who just wanted to be with his kids.  I’m in Therapy and see a psychiatrist as well.

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