More like I *HAD* to – totally ran out of food and also had to deposit something at the bank. If it were not for those 2 reasons, I would most certainly have stayed home, again.
Body aches but I did get a lot of errands done (or a lot by my standards nowadays…)
Oh- and I got me my slice of pizza…somehow the real deal *never* tastes as good as when you’re imagining yourself eating it when you don’t have it in front of you… o_O
Come to think of it, I bought hella stuff I shouldn’t have – pizza, big mac, and some cake thing-a-ma-bob from IKEA 😛 I don’t normally eat those things, but damn, I miss it. Speaking of which, I’m gonna go munch on something now…
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Who here hermits? How often and what was the longest length of time?
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UPDATE: Just ate my big mac. Wasn’t as good as I remembered it (isn’t that always the case)? Totally not worth the calories, fat, sugar, gluten, and junk (I’d still cheat on a slice of pizza though…). Have I learned my lesson? Not really…
the longest time i spent w/o going outside was probably 2 months. i do it a lot and not necessarily by choice. im trans, i dont pass, i cant even afford a new binder. going outside just isnt an option for me. i only leave my home to see friends occasionally and very briefly.
Hey darkness — I have spent about 3 weeks indoors at one stage . I can only go out if I really have to . I usually say to myself – Right I’m going out today ( for no good reason ) I get to the door and just feel sick so I get back into bed and watch more crap on the computer or spend a couple of hours on SP with you lot ..Today I had to drive half an hour to a new shrink I’m seeing .. Man I hate it out in the world – sitting in waiting rooms – Then the 100 questions .. I’m sure you know .. I did manage to go to the shopping centre and buy food for myself on the way home and dropped into macca’s .. I get the double quarter pounder and frozen coke .. That’s my poison .. I read your other post about Rock bottom .. I know what you mean .. I’m at rock bottom now I think though death must truly be it . Like the bloke that said his gun is watching him every day or the person that bought the helium tanks months ago and is waiting for the right time I also have my geny sitting in the bathroom just waiting for me to say fuck it today is the day .. I don’t think you can get any lower than having your method of suicide in plain sight taunting yourself every day . I guess everybody’s Rock bottom is a bit different though .. Have fun with that junk food now .. Careful that shit will kill you – (not a fast suicide method though)