thank you -MM-, i appreciate the sentiment,
there is something “delightfully cozy” about the only support in one’s life comes from fellow “suicidees”,
what lovely miserable bunch we all are, depressed soldiers of despair marching along together, when we manage to get out of bed that is, “We few, we “happy” few, we band of brothers”, For he that sheds his tears with me shall be my brother.
I just feel to empty today, utter, and completely. Spent, like there is no more and nothing to give again…
tomorrow is another day… we’ll see tomorrow
isn’t it sorta like hearing the guy next to you saying “hang in there”, from the person dangling next to you on the noose rack?
heh, now thats a much better motivational poster than the kitty
5 guys in a row in the nooses, big smiles, a thumbs up and the text “Hang in there”
Snorly. Wish there were words. Wish you could show us the beauty of your fjord. Wish each of us could show you the beauty you’ve added to our lives.
Words on a page, not quite enough, I guess.
Wish my brain didn’t fail me, that I could explain why you’re worth another chance at life.
Would’ve been nice to meet you IRL and see the sights and discuss them.
Regardless, I hope you get your snowflakes sparkling in the moonlight. . . . Peace.
likewise Wittie
I’m both sad and happy for you that you heard back from the Alps, yet a somewhat selfish naive hope that a rainbow shines and you end up among those 70% (you know what i mean), like some mushy sob story, despite your determination aswell.
My father and brother keeps saying this thing: “you’re not done until it’s over”, (dang persevering persistent cheerful bastards lol)
tomorrow is another day, how or what i will feel then I don’t know yet, but tonight, the wish and feeling and desire to not wake up tomorrow at all, is ever present
and the sky is so beautiful tonight, stars are out, and the frost is setting in, it might just snow tomorrow, it just all seems so perfect.. like everything is right and too good an opportunity to miss…
Ha ha.
“It aint’ over till it’s over”: -Yogi Berra
Here’s another of his:
“It ain’t over until the fat lady sings.”
>>As for that, I ain’t singing yet, but I am taking requests!!
perhaps not necessarily that they “will”, but that things “can” get better, absolutely, a distinct possibility, would only be beyond arrogant to consider ruling out anything else..
all about whether we are willing to accept that, the requirements/efforts it entails and the “risk-reward” outcome…
I just don’t see the reward ahead for me anymore, and feel unwilling to partake in any meds, treatment, much less psychwards again… as the effort seem insurmountable and its prize not in sight or worth while..
Snorlax .. You were one of the first people to talk to me when I came here . One of my first new friends after my life fell apart. I don’t know what to say any more. Please don’t leave me and all the people that need you . I wish I could do more for you ………
Marshmallow Mouse, I wouldn’t even know where to begin,
if there was someone I’d like to give a (manly butch macho)hug and pat on the back,(before we got devoured by a land walking octopus), and make shit better for, it would be you
be it modern cars or raw chicken, we are companions in the spurs of a moment that happen when we meet on the weary road traveled, and i appreciate you greatly for all of this and more.
Your like a sage Snorlax… full of wisdom and intelligence. I feel you’re like a teddy bear type that brings comfort and security to people when they need it most. You have a sense of humor like none I’ve ever come across. I am sorry life has been so hard for you with so much pain… it’s not fair… none of this is fair.
I wish you wouldn’t go, but stay and share more of your stories and wisdom as people can learn a lot from them…. if you go, all of that dies with you and it’s a shame. You have a knack for brightening up the room when things get too serious, but also have a way of being serious when it’s appropriate without sounding judgmental or harsh towards someone… it’s a finesse not all have.
I wish you would reconsider your plan, you are one of my favorite posters and I will miss you if you do go and complete your suicide…. oh the light around here is getting dimmer and that sucks…. I hope you have a change of heart but if not, I want nothing more than peace for you.
about as sage’ish as a bumper sticker 😉
but sometimes bumper stickers are nice, and sometimes funny, aaand sometimes stupid, goes all the way round, not everybody likes bumper stickers, some do
the teddy bear part i definitely got down in recent years,
not that it’s all bad, a matter of perception, if one don’t mind or even like teddy bears, well doesn’t matter then if one is not Beckham or the Rock, since those people preferring teddys probably don’t find rocks half as snugly during hibernation season anyway
I’m so angry inside today thinking about you snorlax .. If you suicide I will come to your country track you down – bring you back to life – then fuckin kill you .. Trust me that will be worse than killing yourself .. …. Of coarse that would never happen .. I will miss you if you disappear .. I know you will do whatever you mind tells you to do . Sorry I can’t support or encourage you today .. I’m just in a sad place myself .. Thanks for being a friend .. I would call you family . MM
well meant sentiments still count as support and encouragements -mm-
you words never fall on a deaf ear to me, just a weary soul trying too stubbornly to disregard all the abundance of well wishes
more than my family did or does
funny how some family one is born into, and some one prefer and choose instead, if family is about support how could this place not be full of mine when the biological care less
i hear you, just remember, don’t get too upset about things we can’t control, and poor our “overflowing passions” into the things we can,
you’ll get out of this sad place i’m sure, you’re on a good path, and just gotta stay on it, not veer off too much, so you can be pulled right back on track again
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thank you -MM-, i appreciate the sentiment,
there is something “delightfully cozy” about the only support in one’s life comes from fellow “suicidees”,
what lovely miserable bunch we all are, depressed soldiers of despair marching along together, when we manage to get out of bed that is, “We few, we “happy” few, we band of brothers”, For he that sheds his tears with me shall be my brother.
I just feel to empty today, utter, and completely. Spent, like there is no more and nothing to give again…
tomorrow is another day… we’ll see tomorrow
Pooping ya pants yet man?
Sorry im drunk, bit of gallows humour.:)
no better humour now is there 😉
naa, today i feel nothing, strangely.. just empty, tired..
stick a fork in me, i think i’m done
Keep going pal.
isn’t it sorta like hearing the guy next to you saying “hang in there”, from the person dangling next to you on the noose rack?
heh, now thats a much better motivational poster than the kitty
5 guys in a row in the nooses, big smiles, a thumbs up and the text “Hang in there”
Snorly. Wish there were words. Wish you could show us the beauty of your fjord. Wish each of us could show you the beauty you’ve added to our lives.
Words on a page, not quite enough, I guess.
Wish my brain didn’t fail me, that I could explain why you’re worth another chance at life.
Would’ve been nice to meet you IRL and see the sights and discuss them.
Regardless, I hope you get your snowflakes sparkling in the moonlight. . . . Peace.
likewise Wittie
I’m both sad and happy for you that you heard back from the Alps, yet a somewhat selfish naive hope that a rainbow shines and you end up among those 70% (you know what i mean), like some mushy sob story, despite your determination aswell.
My father and brother keeps saying this thing: “you’re not done until it’s over”, (dang persevering persistent cheerful bastards lol)
tomorrow is another day, how or what i will feel then I don’t know yet, but tonight, the wish and feeling and desire to not wake up tomorrow at all, is ever present
and the sky is so beautiful tonight, stars are out, and the frost is setting in, it might just snow tomorrow, it just all seems so perfect.. like everything is right and too good an opportunity to miss…
Ha ha.
“It aint’ over till it’s over”: -Yogi Berra
Here’s another of his:
“It ain’t over until the fat lady sings.”
>>As for that, I ain’t singing yet, but I am taking requests!!
It’s what it’s expected ennit? Things will get better etc…
perhaps not necessarily that they “will”, but that things “can” get better, absolutely, a distinct possibility, would only be beyond arrogant to consider ruling out anything else..
all about whether we are willing to accept that, the requirements/efforts it entails and the “risk-reward” outcome…
I just don’t see the reward ahead for me anymore, and feel unwilling to partake in any meds, treatment, much less psychwards again… as the effort seem insurmountable and its prize not in sight or worth while..
Snorlax .. You were one of the first people to talk to me when I came here . One of my first new friends after my life fell apart. I don’t know what to say any more. Please don’t leave me and all the people that need you . I wish I could do more for you ………
Marshmallow Mouse, I wouldn’t even know where to begin,
if there was someone I’d like to give a (manly butch macho)hug and pat on the back,(before we got devoured by a land walking octopus), and make shit better for, it would be you
be it modern cars or raw chicken, we are companions in the spurs of a moment that happen when we meet on the weary road traveled, and i appreciate you greatly for all of this and more.
Your like a sage Snorlax… full of wisdom and intelligence. I feel you’re like a teddy bear type that brings comfort and security to people when they need it most. You have a sense of humor like none I’ve ever come across. I am sorry life has been so hard for you with so much pain… it’s not fair… none of this is fair.
I wish you wouldn’t go, but stay and share more of your stories and wisdom as people can learn a lot from them…. if you go, all of that dies with you and it’s a shame. You have a knack for brightening up the room when things get too serious, but also have a way of being serious when it’s appropriate without sounding judgmental or harsh towards someone… it’s a finesse not all have.
I wish you would reconsider your plan, you are one of my favorite posters and I will miss you if you do go and complete your suicide…. oh the light around here is getting dimmer and that sucks…. I hope you have a change of heart but if not, I want nothing more than peace for you.
about as sage’ish as a bumper sticker 😉
but sometimes bumper stickers are nice, and sometimes funny, aaand sometimes stupid, goes all the way round, not everybody likes bumper stickers, some do
the teddy bear part i definitely got down in recent years,
not that it’s all bad, a matter of perception, if one don’t mind or even like teddy bears, well doesn’t matter then if one is not Beckham or the Rock, since those people preferring teddys probably don’t find rocks half as snugly during hibernation season anyway
I’m so angry inside today thinking about you snorlax .. If you suicide I will come to your country track you down – bring you back to life – then fuckin kill you .. Trust me that will be worse than killing yourself .. …. Of coarse that would never happen .. I will miss you if you disappear .. I know you will do whatever you mind tells you to do . Sorry I can’t support or encourage you today .. I’m just in a sad place myself .. Thanks for being a friend .. I would call you family . MM
well meant sentiments still count as support and encouragements -mm-
you words never fall on a deaf ear to me, just a weary soul trying too stubbornly to disregard all the abundance of well wishes
more than my family did or does
funny how some family one is born into, and some one prefer and choose instead, if family is about support how could this place not be full of mine when the biological care less
i hear you, just remember, don’t get too upset about things we can’t control, and poor our “overflowing passions” into the things we can,
you’ll get out of this sad place i’m sure, you’re on a good path, and just gotta stay on it, not veer off too much, so you can be pulled right back on track again
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