I’m so fucking tired of being so quiet all the time. I can never initiate a conversation nor can I keep one going. There have been so many people I have wanted to meet, potential smoke buddies, potential relationships. If I just fucking opened my mouth. And I have so much guilt too! Fuck, man!
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It’s true but there’s always a down side too. Or is it not?
Yeah. I get that kind of isolation. It would have been nice if people reached out to one another more.
Your problem can be overcome. These skills can be acquired. Cut yourself some slack and try to build yourself up instead of talking yourself into never leaving that silent safety net you created for yourself. I bet there’s someone who wished you would have said something because they were too shy to reach out.
Good luck.