Today was a shitty day.. Just like most of my days.
But my friend made it even shittier.
He told me that I’m making this all up, that it’s all fake, and that I’m using this as an excuse..
I didn’t know what to respond, so I just stayed quiet. I regret that though.. I wanted to tell him to fuck off and that he is a fucking retarded fuck face for saying such things..
You know what’s so funny about this?
He says that he is trying to help me.
Lol, saying such things doesn’t help me at all..
Friends are great things, aren’t they?
I remember him being “depressed”, and not even once did I say that he was faking that depression.
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what do you mean friend
because in my experience someone who tells me to get over a mentally illness is not a friend
Well, that’s true, but he has done some decent things too.
It just hurts so much when people tell me that it’s all fake or in my mind.
Yeah, I would re-evaluate your friendships. If he isn’t such a good friend to you, then don’t be such a good friend for him. Next time he’s sad or depressed, tell him all the things he said to you, tell him he’s “just faking it.”
I might do that.
But I’m not an evil person >.<
It's hard for me to intentionally hurt someone
You know what I’ve noticed? People who are depressed tend to go all out for the people they consider friends, and yet the “friends” that we have are the worst to us. So that’s when I decided to be a hermit. Better to be alone than to be constantly disappointed and put down.
Not that I suggest you do that. I just notice that us depressed people tend to let others treat us bad. And our “friends” are really good friends to us.
aren’t*
I’ve noticed that too!
I’m always alone anyways.
But I don’t really want to be a hermit >.<
I wish that I could just go outside and have fun like these "normal" people.
I don't think that'll ever happen though