This is a list of reasons that I hate myself:
1. I’m stupid as hell
2. I’m obnoxious
3. I can’t communicate
4. I have poor listening skills
5. I feel bad for my friends to be around such an embarrassing person
6. My jokes are not as funny as I think they are.
7. I always act like I’m trying so hard when everyone knows I’m lazy as shit
8. I have horrible hygiene. Most days I can hardly force myself to take a shower.
9. I always think that I’m right and don’t value the opinions of other
10. However aware I am of my faults, I still can’t seem to fix them
11. I’m unreliable
12. I gossip like a *****.
13. I am so ungrateful
14. I should tell people more how much I care about them.
15. I always want to be closer to other people than they want to be to me
16. I assume that people want to hang out with me as frequently as I want to hang out with them
17. I always think I’m better than other people but at the same time undervalue my own potential
18. I don’t think I’m ugly even though I probably am
19. I both want to be unique and normal at the same time.
20. I do not know what I want
21. For some reason, I am terrified of having sex and it’s holding my relationships back.
22. My feigned confidence cracks too often so I am neither honest or a good liar.
23. I’m a burden to the people around me.
24. There’s very few ways that I can remove myself without further inconveniencing the people that I have let down time and time again.