I know, I wish there was some way we could just disappear. I really don’t want to use my shotgun as it’ll be difficult, not to mention it will leave a nice big mess for my family. But I feel like I really, now more then ever need to die.
Whatever choice you make, if you have the strength to find a way that your family/loved ones do not have to find the body, it is a beautiful final gift. They may even appreciate that gift someday, when they’ve grieved properly.
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I know, I wish there was some way we could just disappear. I really don’t want to use my shotgun as it’ll be difficult, not to mention it will leave a nice big mess for my family. But I feel like I really, now more then ever need to die.
Whatever choice you make, if you have the strength to find a way that your family/loved ones do not have to find the body, it is a beautiful final gift. They may even appreciate that gift someday, when they’ve grieved properly.
and I am sorry for your hurting. If I could free you from pain I would. You’ll find the right way at the right time, and death is inevitable.
Thank you.
To echo some of Foxglove’s words: Stay strong in the meantime, hun. You’ll figure things out.