I’m a porn addict ( I don’t enjoy watching it though)
An internet addict
Addicted to my smartphone…
But now I guess I’m a SP ( the suicide project) addict also .
I open this site more than 10 times a day .
That’s insane . I spend most of my times reading the posts made by the other members of this site.
But the good thing is that sometimes it helps me to prevent myself from watching porn . So thank you. Thank you to all the peoples who read my posts and commented.
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SP is suicidal porn.
But it doesn’t make me feel dirty like porns do.
Wow, in many ways it really is…
If only we’d all got paid as much, we’d be minted!
I wanna be a suicide star.
holy crap!! is that possible? can we get payed for this please!? Cause I am sooooooo good at it.
Oooooo baby! I just wanna make you give up on life….. ohhhhh yes, plan it out baby, plan it out! hahahaha I feel so naughty.
Yeah, I’ve been employed at SP for a few years, and I still don’t even have insurance. Let alone a decent paycheck.
Foxglove – I’m about to cum … in a couple of days.
*I’m gonna leave*, I’m gonna leave, I’m gonna LEAAAAVEEE!…
(Sparks cigarette in the Underworld)
Einsamkeit – I am honored to be your last….. lol Did you ever see Seeking A Friend for the End of the World? It’s a fun movie if you’ve not, and you’ve got a day or so if you got netflix and time to kill, or other free-er methods of movie watching.
is it hot in here Lonely Trees?
“Ahh, you dirty little girl. You got your hot, steamy blood all over the sheets.”
Oh the temperature’s just right, Foxglove. Just right.
EmptyPluto – LMMFAO !!!
FoxGlove – Sounds like a fun movie ! Thanks, will check it out 🙂
LMAO :’)
On a more serious note though, I am addicted to SP (this site)
its easy to be addicted to porn because its a fantasy/ escape porn isn’t really good enough for me to get addicted to it and what I like is more niche though the fetish/rubber/clinic market is expanding but I guess it is an obsession.
It’s alright Link, I have an SP fetish too.
I couldn’t bother with porn last night specifically because of this site. This really gets the tension out. To also be serious:
A Dying Soul – feeling a bit dirty and tawdry is often the thrill of porn. The addiction is a symptom of being trapped by feelings, I think.
@Foxglove7 hahaha that was hilarious.
🙂 I aim to please.
Oh Fox, you’re aiming to please alright…
emptypluto – “hot steaming blood”! oh my……… words cannot express that feeling.
Mmmm, bleed on me…
I spend a lot of time on here too don’t worry. We all do…. well many of us do anyway. It’s hard not to… especially when you have no tv!
“sparks cigarette in the underworld” lol
If all this talk of hot steaming blood hasn’t got you in the mood for some porn, I don’t know what will ‘A Dying Soul’ 😛
In all seriousness if this keeps the addiction at bay that’s great. SP might not be the best replacement, but hey, you don’t get all this ^ watching porn 😛
I’m sure a lot of us are right there with you opening SP at least 10+ times a day. I wouldn’t worry about it.
Y’all:
After careful consideration and deeming that y’all are a serious threat to the safety and sanity of planet Earth, I’ve sent an urgent memo to Interpol listing your crazy fetishes.
You have the right to regret not remaining silent. Anything you said or regret saying can and will be used against you in the psych ward.
You have the right to an attorney. If you cannot afford one, ha ha ha.
Please expect an Interpol agent to arrive at your doorstep with your handcuffs and straightjackets … shortly. Packing clothes and non-lethal objects is recommended. Duration of confinement is to be determined.
Thank you.
A even more exciting porn – scenario! Thanks Einsamkeit! Ensure they bring heavy rubber straightjackets and federation grade handcuffs if you please..
Your request has been noted and will be given due consideration, contingent upon the resources available to Interpol.
Ooh, handcuffs! Yay!
Not the plastic kind tho they break!!
Let’s not get too excited, y’all.
If convicted of lunatic deviancy, Interpol law dictates and mandates solitary confinement.
Your only opportunity for an orgasm will consist of the fleeting moment when the nurse holds down your arm to find a vein for a Valium drip.
Nurses will be carefully selected based upon (the exact opposite of) your preferences for a sexual partner – gender, age, height, weight, chest circumference, skin color, hair color.
Your hands and feet will be bound at all times, and a physical separation of at least 3 feet from your genitalia is mandated by Interpol law.
Let’s not get too excited, y’all.
If convicted of lunatic deviancy, Interpol law dictates and mandates solitary confinement.
Your only opportunity for an orgasm will consist of the fleeting moment when the nurse holds down your arm to find a vein for a Valium drip.
Nurses will be carefully selected based upon (the exact opposite of) your preferences for a sexual par+ner – gender, age, height, weight, chest circumference, skin color, hair color.
Your hands and feet will be bound at all times, and a physical separation of at least 3 feet between your hands and genitalia is mandated by Interpol law.
I can actually orgasam using just my mind. So I’m good.
Oh and I go both ways so again good there haha
wanted85 – Thanks to recent advancements in technology, a gender-neutral robot will be appointed to attend to you.
Damnit!! Ugh not good there then. Why do they gotta ruin all my fun?!
Hahahahahahaha!!!! This is by far my favorite thread I’ve ever read!! And I to am addicted to this place i won’t say as much as porn but it’s a tie. I can’t control the fact that the only pleasure I get in this life is an orgasm and now that I’m single it’s best to do it yourself via the internet, i find peoples fetishes fantasizing. You’d think with my past I’d dislike sex, not true I’m exactly opposite. Honestly I think that was part of my ex’s problem was always wanting it and he was just not. Ok now that I came across as a weirdo get back to the suicid porn it was working ;p
We’re kindred spirits, wanted85 😉
OMG me too?! wtf is all this stigma around guys being hot blooded rampant sex addict studs anyway?! and if you can’t get an amazing orgasm on your lonesome how could you ever expect to have one outside of it? Good sex is about being in tune with your own body and knowing what it wants let alone being in sync with your partners. Perhaps that’s why its so rare. It takes two specially minded people to get synchronize a compatible headspace.
P.S. Your ex missed out … what an idiot 😛
(Sorry if that offends you !)
Not offended at all. Flattered is more the word I’d use 🙂
OMG me too?! wtf is all this stigma around guys being hot blooded rampant sex addict studs anyway?! and if you can’t get an amazing orgasm on your lonesome how could you ever expect to have one outside of it? Good sex is about being in tune with your own body and knowing what it wants let alone being in sync with your partners. Perhaps that’s why its so rare. It takes two specially minded people to get into a compatible headspace.
OMG me too?! wtf is all this stigma around guys being hot blooded rampant sex addict studs anyway?! and if you can’t get an amazing orgasm on your lonesome how could you ever expect to have one outside of it? Good sex is about being in tune with your own body and knowing what it wants let alone being in sync with your partners. Perhaps that’s why its so rare. It takes two specially minded people to get synchronize a compatible headspace.
I’m trying to reply to your comment Wanted85 but its awaiting moderation for some reason?!
missingLink – Did you use the word “par+ner” ? One of the rules here is no par+ners, so … that is likely it.
Or did you try posting a link ? Take out the H T T P part
Yes I did only just discovered that was the culprit! Thanks
LOL i thought it was the word sex so I swapped it for socks!
OMG me too?! wtf is all this stigma around guys being hot blooded rampant socks addict studs anyway?! and if you can’t get an amazing orgasm on your lonesome how could you ever expect to have one outside of it? Good socks is about being in tune with your own body and knowing what it wants let alone being in sync with your partners. Perhaps that’s why its so rare. It takes two specially minded people to get into a compatible headspace.
OMG me too?! wtf is all this stigma around guys being hot blooded rampant socks addict studs anyway?! and if you can’t get an amazing orgasm on your lonesome how could you ever expect to have one outside of it? Good socks is about being in tune with your own body and knowing what it wants let alone being in sync with someone elses. Perhaps that’s why its so rare. It takes two specially minded people to get into a compatible headspace.
Missinglink I have no idea! I’m like you’d rather watch internet when I’m not around than actually doing stuff with me. Shit I’m an open type of person you wanna try what they do for you mind in bed just tell me I’m ok with trying anything once if I don’t like it I’ll tell you. I always chalk it off as they’re beautiful porn stars and I’m just me kinda nice face but I am self conscious of my body (scars fat) but when I’m “in the sheets” or on the couch or wherever I don’t think of any of that so it’s not like i hold back. Idk guys are weird sometimes
I’m going to respectfully disagree with you, missingLink. Right hand love is overrated. I much prefer the version with someone else. And I speak from vast personal experience with the single person version.
Good $#X, to me, is about letting go of expectations/requirements and stress and whatever other shit the mind can come up with, and just enjoying the other person for who/how they are.
And, though I watch porn, I FUCKING HATE the very concept of it. I do it out of compulsion more than anything else.
It’s NOT a good release of stress … it’s just the only one available.
And I disagree with you on porn. I dont watch it because its available in fact the kind I like is limited in its availability. The kind I like involves another world it is simply expression of ones desires and fetishes and I would go so far as to say that it is a form of art itself. Most porn is crap/demeening but not all..
Don’t even get me started on how angry I get when people call a girl a whore cause she likes sex but guys are studs if they get it from lots of girls it makes my blood boil. As long as you are both single both using protection NO ISSUE
wanted85 – Unfortunate consequence of a male-dominated world.
I’m a guy and it boiled my blood even more. Because, if these stigmas weren’t around, more women would have come up to me and made the first move, when I didn’t. Lots of missed opportunities 🙁
Agree with you there I also hate that the male has to make the first move or whatever. even on dating sites (granted it’s been a year and a half since I’ve been on one) but when I was on one if I made the first contact like messaging the guy first the automatically thought 2 things 1. I was a robot (apparently that’s a thing) and 2. I am desperate, which I wasn’t I just don’t see why the guy always has to make the first move.
I also hate that stigma. It’s really stupid.
@mundlessgamer it’s the same stigma that makes guys surprised when girls are gamers and also watch sports and know what’s going on
Yeah, unless you’re a rich white male in this system, you tend to get called out for something.
by system you mean life? I feel unless you’re a perfect body female you tend to get called out for your imperfections i.e. fat or small boobs or to skinny. I wish he world saw each other as our souls not bodies and sexes
Hear hear!
I used to like’s me some porn, but the last time I masturbated was about 2 months ago 🙂 Can’t be bothered with it anymore.
… says the guy named “Woody” 😛
😛
When I read that comment it initially sounded as if you were going to tell us an unfortunate/ embarrassing story 😛
I didn’t say I preferred it but I think it is key. I agree with you on your final paragragh. What I could relate to on Wanted’s comment was having a good ole wank and never having a parxner that could keep up with my appetite 😉
“never having a parxner that could keep up with my appetite”
wanted85 and missingLink – Well, then, I think it’s time for a threesome. Only, I don’t think y’all will be able to keep up.
Exactly I too prefer a human other than my mind and my hand or shower head. But to have someone who is a once every other week person when I’m a once or twice a day person i have to use me. I didn’t use to be that way when I was married I think we did it twice by my choice in the whole 11 years just cause he couldn’t really (this is sick and depressing and for that I’m sorry but it’s part of why I’m me) get off unless I was asleep. I’d fake sleeping sometimes, he was always like that with me tho there were 4 times I tried to stop him from doing it but he was overpowering and I got a broken rib that last time so I never tried again. I just faked sleeping a lot made me feel less violated. But after I left him I kinda went nuts cause I had never had the experience of wanting it before. And then I turned 30 and I was like holy shit i need it! Haha and Now I’m totally open to anything
Holy Jesus ! No words. And you gave that piece of shit 11 years ?
I’m sorry that is a bit sickening to read you went through that. I mean if it was consensual then that’s fine but I get the feeling he saw his marriage to you as some sort of ownership and that I don’t like. Its good that you came out of it strong though with the freedom and outlook you have now.
When you’re in an abusive relationship your mind doesn’t work right. You think everything is your fault and you’re worthless and you can’t get out of your head that you deserve it all I still feel I deserved a lot of what I got I’ll always feel that way the mind is a serious fucked up thing.
Doubt it but I think Wanted85 and myself need a break from masculinity, did I read you go both ways Wanted85? I’m bisexual too fancy a date?
missingLink – Devoed, me bird …. proper gutted, like 🙁
Oh, alright. I’ll leave you ladies to it, then … (off to my dusty dungeon by my lonesome)
Yes missinglink I’m bisexual however threesomes are hard to come by now days especially with two girls one guy, at least where I’m from, and theeesomes with two dudes isn’t as fun for me cause It’s so much work. so I’m down Einsamkeit 😉 don’t say I can’t keep up cause I like a good challenge
w85 – That’s what I want to hear !!!
And … you have to prove that … 😉 … in another life (for me) … sighhhhhhhhhh
Oh well then, alright I feel left out now and you are right about threesomes.. Why settle for less when you can have more? Boobies, bottoms and ***** galore (and a willy)
I’m suddenly jealous.
Don’t be jealous just join in 😉
FOURSOME?! they are even harder to come by…
Fox, they’re all yours 🙂 I’m out.
lol I’ll be back later as well sorry but my school kids are home and I must attend to this thing called work. Thanks for lifting my spirits 🙂
Nice to see you’re all having fun. 😛
It was post that probably got a little out of hand but I’m ok with it 😉
I feel like the women on this site are beautiful, but because society has gutted them so damn much, it takes a constant reminder from a good friend at times, for them to feel beautiful. I’m letting you ladies know, you are all beautiful, and are caring and sweet people as well. Seriously. *thumbs up*
Mindlessgamer thank you and yes gutted is a good term
I didn’t see this before, I agree though gutted is indeed a perfect term. Thanks mindless, welcome back Wanted 🙂
Aww 🙁 I feel bad now.. Sorry
No feeling bad at all!! It’s not allowed
Wow ! Pretty long thread.
Hahaha! Suicide stars.
You guys are hilarious. It was fun reading your comments of hot steaming blood . It was more enjoyable than watching porns.
It made my day.
“Ahh, it makes me wanna bleeeeeed”