I just to be a teenager why is it so fxcking hard! Why can’t i have normal teenage problems like “omg i broke a nail” but no its “i cut” “i just had an anxiety attack for the 3rd time today” “my step dad beat me” I fr trying here but its so hard…yesterday i broke down so bad i was so depressed i was about to slit my throat till my mum walked in…i just wanna be okay! I’m trying so hard but i feel like it just not good enough and now my mums trying all these herds and natural way to help my anxiety and depression but we both no its no use…so she told me soon we’ll be going to get pills from the Dr. even tho last time it made me a zombie! I just wanna say though over all that im glad i found the sp bc all you beautiful wonderful amazing people are here to help me and understand me and i understand you! I love you all even though our eyes have never met!
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I’m a teen too. I also used to cut. I haven’t cut since February 2. I was a mess. I tried to kill myself 3 times in the last 6 months. I still have anxiety attacks in public places, and I often break down and cry for what seems like no reason in school bathrooms. But if I can stop cutting then you can too. 🙂 I don’t know if this helped but I hope it did.
Im proud of you, i haven’t cut in a good few weeks or so! i used to do that too but i’m home schooled now! so i just lay in bed and cry! someday we’ll all be free and our demons will be gone! Thank you for this comment it helped a small bit 🙂
Hearing about your step dad gets my anger going crazy chit if we were neighbors I’d make his life a living hell especially since I have nothing to lose those weak fucks who are cocky and get everything they want for stepping on people make me want to look for excuses to fight punks like him.
I hope your doing better today and hope your doing better than me keep your head high and don’t stop looking for other copeing resources idk you but sometimes I do think about how things are in your life because harsh teen years is where trauma begins really stick to someone and it gets worse as they get older.
<3 thank you for everything! all your support means the world