I have wished I was dead for almost 10 years and came very close one time but I have been taking medication and I don’t think it’s working. 2 years ago my beautiful black cat died & last year my mom died. I have no one to share with or get comfort from. I go to a job I hate every day. My boss has bullied me so many times and then claims he treats me with respect. Last week I applied to another department but I was told this morning that they weren’t going to interview me for the position. It was followed up with “we can train you for any position in the company but we can’t guarantee you will get that job”. Why bother? I was also diagnosed with osteoarthritis last year due to an accident I had a long time ago. Sometimes I can barely walk and a specialist will cost over $2000.00 so I live with substantial pain. I don’t tell any friends how I feel because I know they will be nice but then back away since nobody wants to be around “that” type of person….the downer. I hate this life. Where is “god”? Why are my footprints the only ones in the sand?
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Bully bosses utterly suck. Sorry you lost so much of your support system.