Maybe you should reconsider since it is giving you the time to? Maybe the spirits see something in you and want you to keep on fighting (Yes, I believe in sentient energy).
Something similar is happening to me. I was gonna visit the school nurse to get something written out to me. And I may have ideas to misuse it. But the school nurse has been strangely absent every time I wanted to drop by. Not even a reply to my email.
I had to wait one day more to get my gun thanks to a background check. Really did not make much difference after all. I am pretty sure suicide when 51 percent of yourself says do it and none of us know when or even if we will get to that tipping point. However I can tell you that having a gun, now for 14 years, has been a great stress reducer because I know that if ever that 51 percent point is reached I can be fairly certain it is lights out. Some of the best money I ever spent.
I agreed with you. It is not just being relieved but is like something that you have and that thing is there when you really need it and there’s no way out but that. And you have it. You can feel you can lived peacefully just by having that option that you can control of.
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No, it’s a sign. To keep on fighting life.
Maybe you should reconsider since it is giving you the time to? Maybe the spirits see something in you and want you to keep on fighting (Yes, I believe in sentient energy).
Something similar is happening to me. I was gonna visit the school nurse to get something written out to me. And I may have ideas to misuse it. But the school nurse has been strangely absent every time I wanted to drop by. Not even a reply to my email.
Strange coincidences huh? I’ll wait a bit more, or else I’ll use a knife or something like that
You really going to use knife? Sounds going to be more painful than using a gun to me…
I know, but I kind of like it. You have to be very brave (or drunk maybe) to do it
I know that feeling. Been tempted but I’m afraid of pain. I just couldn’t do it after hearing loosing blood is a very slow and agony death.
I had to wait one day more to get my gun thanks to a background check. Really did not make much difference after all. I am pretty sure suicide when 51 percent of yourself says do it and none of us know when or even if we will get to that tipping point. However I can tell you that having a gun, now for 14 years, has been a great stress reducer because I know that if ever that 51 percent point is reached I can be fairly certain it is lights out. Some of the best money I ever spent.
I agreed with you. It is not just being relieved but is like something that you have and that thing is there when you really need it and there’s no way out but that. And you have it. You can feel you can lived peacefully just by having that option that you can control of.