I couldn’t even cross the street without panicking. I have to keep my head down when I walk or else I would freak out. And when I cross the street I “have” to look both ways. But really I just want to get run over, I just want to die, I can’t do this anymore. I’ve been looking for hotels to stay at for a month but they all cost over 1000$ and I don’t even have that much money yet. I only have 800$ and I’m not sure how to make over 200$. And with my anxiety it’s going to be harder than I thought, but I’m hoping to sell somethings today.