Eating is hard

i love food but i hate it most of the time. No im not anorexic or bulimic. I just have this love hate relationship with food. When i get hungry, i’ll eat but after eating i feel like throwing up maybe because the food here sucks or maybe because my stomach is just that way. I eat mostly chocolate bars and one real meal a day. The other reason why I don’t eat much because i get anxious with people eating in the cafeteria  because i’m always alone and most people are their friends.  Bottom line is eating is hard.