My rockets lost so I’m kinda frustrated but anyway today has been an okay day.Yesterday I had a horrible anxiety attack so my goal for my birthday was to not let anything cause me anxiety.I think about suicide every now & then.I don’t think I’ll attempt to take my life again tho just because I’m very religious & I don’t want to go to hell.My last attempt was two years ago this month.I have acid reflux & It’s really bad to the point were I can’t work because I’m so sick.I tend to go stir crazy because I’m always at my house sick to my stomach doing nothing so sometimes suicide does cross my mind.Anyway I’m back so feel free to talk to me If you just need someone to talk to.
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Happy Birthday.
thank you
I saw acid reflux. Miserable. I used to get it about 8 to 12 times a day. I found out that apple cider vinegar can treat some cases of it. I have had almost perfect results by downing 1/3 oz apple cider vinegar diluted with 2 oz water. Then rinse with 1 oz water (to protect teeth) and swallow rinse to keep esophagus comfortable. Acid reflux is now down to maybe twice a week for me. Hope this helps.
al1957 I’m so gonna try that thanks for the advice
Hope it helps. I and several others have success with it. One can do it to put out the fire or prevent one. Some days one drink is enough, other days two or three. I don’t deny it seems counterintuitive but I’d be lying if said it didn’t work for us.
Happy birthday. A better reason to not do yourself in is you’re still very young with many life experiences you have yet to encounter.
I’ve tried more times than I’d like to remember to kill myself and with each failure in this department I find serious amusements and wonders to keep me going later on.
Another great reason is that failure to actually die can become very painful, much more painful than the emotional junk we deal with day to day. I’ve been through the ringer with emergency rooms and shrinks in my life. I’ve had emergency surgery done while wide awake, had my stomach pumped several times, been stuck in locked wards with some seriously weird people and on and on. Its NO FUN.. And shrinks are damned sure no fun or help. They’re crazier than the rest of us combined.
No..you’re better off getting to the next day to see what tomorrow might bring…like birthdays.
Happy birthday