I had posted before about what happened to me and what occurred.
Now things are getting worse. I learned that an injury I suffered due to the abuse will require surgery and the surgery most likely won’t stop the pain. My insurance won’t cover it and the other pain treatment that they would do can’t be done because of other health issues I have.
I also just diagnosed with another painful debilitating medical condition 2 weeks ago and was told that in a yer or two i won’t be able to walk that well and will be in more pain due to severe arthritis. I’m having to take 2 more medications for that.
On top of all of that I had mentioned in an eralier post that I was forced to drop pursuing civil action against the medical facilities, etc. that injured due to being disabled and having no money. I have been still trying to pursue criminal action and i learned that I was severely slandered and had false statements made against me which caused the nightmare I experienced at the medical facilities, etc. to begin. I’m being told i don’t even have a right to know who made the statement or to confront them before a judge. The state regulatory agency also engaged in more cover up of what actually occurred made certain that no action and witness into the investigation of the abuse would not be available who would have to testify normally.
I know I’m not going to be able to continue living like this. I’m already working on a will. I’m at very good chance of just dying due to the health problems any day now as a result of the abuse that occurred due to the overwhelming pain they caused. My body could go into shock and I could have a stroke or heart attack right now due to the abuse I suffered and my failing health.
I fell like that I will try to ta again at some point. I’m so tired of all of this. I tried to od before and I know I will again in the future I’m certain as things are getting worse and worse.
I’m certain that as the next meeting with the judge regarding the state’s handling of the abuse something else will come up. As the individuals involved are doing a lot to cover things up and I was also told that the investigation in to the instigation of the abuse is very limited and that my options are limited as the game playing and run around by various people involved have made sure that the statue of limitations had expired.
I’m tired, afraid, and alone.
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I’m really sorry for the things happening to you. I just finished reading your previous post and it bought a tear in my eye. The evil in this world is beyond comprehension. That’s one of reasons my planning of killing myself as well.
But I suggest you don’t try to overdose on your meds again. It’s the least effective way to commit suicide and I think you should use it to focus on your health instead of trying to kill yourself them.
And cant you ask your Dr. for some painkillers to help with the pain your in? I’m no dr. but you seem the right candidate for a strong painkiller
What my doctor gave is mild and they won’t prescribe anything stroger. My insurance, medicaid, won’t cover most pain medicine and no pain treatments.
I also discovered yesterday that one of the meds I just got prescribed to help with the pain to try and keep the swelling down is very dangerous given my current medical conditions and the medicines I take. (I take over 10 differnt medications for physical health problems currently.) That isn’t a pain med but having the swelling go down and less pressure on nerves is supposed to help with the pain. So my heart attack/stroke risk is actually increased some what.
A bit weird as I’m already at risk for that for the abuse damage and this med is supposed to try and alleviate that problem but still cause the same risk the excess pain is giving. My insurance cover that medicine though as it is listed as an anti-inflammatory.
I still can’t get proper medical treatment too as a result of what occurred as I’m very limited in what doctors I can see.
Thanks for the support.
Broken dreamer, this hurts me so much for you. Just so wrong. Keep looking for attorneys. Somebody would have to do this probono. Seriously. Just call. Ask friends.
Thanks.
I had to drop the civil case for the reasons I said in my first post. Still trying to pursue some sort of criminal action. No attorney wanted to touch the case and no probono ones would handle one like this. All the probono services in my area don’t do any cases like mine now due to budget reasons.
I spent over year trying to find an attorney and asked friends for help with that, including some who were out of the city I’m in. No luck at all.
One other problem legal wise is the run around and game playing by agencies, the facilities, etc. has made sure that the statue of limitations ran out. I also can’t reopen the civil suit and I learned before I dropped it and limitations have expired.
Right now all I can do is try and pursue action against the handling of some stuff by reporting authorities, but the main individuals, etc. can’t be touched now due to the statue of limitations. I could give you some more details, but my identity could get compromised if I say too much.