No one cares if I die. I don’t matter to anyone.
Is this good? Is this bad?
I don’t know if I care. Everyone just hates me or ignores me.
I have a fucking gun, I hate delays. Maybe I should do it now. Screw everything.
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hey kamidaka,
i would like to say i care but i dont know you .
you have to stay so that you can feel people cares for you.
you could think of it that way, but if nobody cares, then you have nobody to dissapoint as well. personally, that drives me to do well, but i don’t know about you.
kamidaka, I care. I’m always available to talk if you ever need it.
I care, kamidaka. I hope you haven’t used that gun yet.
I had a gun twice over the past couple years. Bought, sold, bought, sold. Somehow I never got around to using it.
When you put a loaded gun to your head, this all becomes so very fucking real: This is it, I cross this line and there really is NO going back, no chance that things or me can ever get fixed. I just leave behind a legacy of failure and pain.
Couldn’t pull the trigger. Not sure what that makes me.
I had the same exact fucking problem. Could not pull the trigger.
I once had a “borrowed” hypo in my arm to inject an air bubble, but couldn’t depress the plunger. I think the correct term for me would be “coward”.
Robert E. Howard’s head was so tough that after he shot himself in the head with a gun it took him around half a day to die.
Be careful as ironic as that sounds. If I were you and you really wanted to make sure it’s a big round.
Before you die, sweet brother/ sister, I suggest you buy and read all of the stories of the book The Complete Chronicles of Conan.