Hey! Long time no see, I’m glad that you’re still here, it’s really nice to read familiar names. I sent a friend request on facebook to a person I really admire, and I was scared she had accepted it. She didn’t, thankfully.
Please don’t do anything permanent. There is a reason to why you are hesitating. If you need to talk to someone talk to me.
You can contact me on my email if you want. Jen347suicidehelp@gmail.com
Come on man… I thought we were having a conversation here… 🙁
Commends on hestitating…
Could u maybe hesitate a little bit longer
& actually read what I wrote you on ur previous post?
Try to answer my questions maybe…
[1]
May I ask why you hate that career ? [if any reason exists]
& also how bad do you hate that career?
Is it a field / line of work you always hated even before getting to uni. ?
in other words
Do you really hate “that career”?
OR
[2]
Is it more accurate to say that you hate “the fact that your parents forced u into that career” & so as a result, you feel you hate the career too?
[In other words,
Would you have felt exactly the same way, had your parents chosen any other career / field / line of work?…
I think this is a very important question
because if your answer is yes
then it’s “the fact that they chose for you”, that you hate
not “the career” in & of itself
In this case we might be able to find a way
so you can “not hate” the career
even though you hate “the fact that your parents forced u into it”…
—
[3]
I think you need to have a long silent [or out loud] talk with yourself
before you answer the above two questions…
—
[4]
Is the situation with your teacher removing u from the list permanent?
or is it possible that you can explain the situation, make an “honest” promise to attend & catch up on anything you missed
&, respectfully, ask them to give you another chance?
[I understand that you might tell me that you hate “the career” itself… but I’m suggesting this a temporary step to fix the current situation before we could start looking at the bigger questions regarding your future…]
—
[5]
Regardless of your answer to [4]
Is there a problem in coming forward to your parents with the truth?
What is the worst thing that could possibly happen?
[That is a real question, I’m asking you to tell me what’s the worst that you expect]
In other words, could you kindly explain what you mean by “no mercy”?
—
[6]
What are the things you need to finish?
—
[7]
Why are you expecting to die on August [15]?
If you mean “suicide”, may I ask why?
What made you take such a decision?
& why August 15th in particular?
—
Kindly answer these & we could move on to find solutions
Too intense. I think you need to stop playing therapist or concerned out-spoken friend, since an online website is not an appropriate place for that, even if the person you’re counseling or questioning seems ok with it.
Just my opinion. U don’t need to prove me wrong.
Because I like everybody here, is not in a state-of-mind to be pushed, their lives, hanging by a string or thread is too vulnerable and delicate
And if the thread breaks, there may be nobody there to catch them when theyre falling.
Second, I’m glad & relieved to see u’r still here with us 🙂 … I read a previous comment & i was really worried
I hope things improve or at least stay that way & not get worse
Third, i have this feeling that a councelor / therapist / someone playing friend would never tell you what i just said above 🙂
But again, I respect your opinion & you are free & welcome to say whatever you wish…
Oh yes, I will answer you.
1. I hate that career because it has to do with math and science in general. I was forced all my life to focus on those things, and I don’t even understand them. They frustrate me so much, so I wanted to get away as possible as I could (of course you take math in any career, but not as intensive as mine). So yeah, I hate that career, I hate that I can’t understand them at all, and I’m not interested in it. Like at all.
2. Honestly I would hate anything that doesn’t have to do with what I really want to do (art, specifically design). But I’ve been so pushed over to science I doubt my artistic abilities, it feels horrible.
3. I’m just… tired of struggling. Tired of fighting and living.
4. I talked to my professor, and he said he needs to talk to me. I’ll go Monday, and I’ll convince him. I’m not sure what to say though…
5. They would do horrible things to me. Abuse me until I lose consciousness, lock me up and make me starve. They would take everything from me, all the small things I value. Hell.
6. Small things I’m currently working on. Finish my fanfiction, finish sewing my dress, travel to a convention, finish a videogame, spend my last day in a hotel (no, I won’t kill myself there). Short term things I can do. I will leave in peace if I finish them.
7. I chose that date because I want to test if a myth is real. And suicide because I’m tired, I’m so tired of living. I am not free, and every time I fought for my liberty I failed. I don’t have the strength to do it anymore. I don’t have the strength to love anymore. After all the things I mentioned I wanted to finish come to an end there’s nothing else I look forward to.
Thank you so much.
Hey there…
okay I’m in the middle of something
I’ll reply to all the rest as soon as I can
including ur new post
but 4 now
the most urgent point is ur teacher
i think if he says he wants to talk then there IS hope that this can be fixed
please try to follow my advice
—
clearly & honestly explain the situation,
tell him that you realized that your behavior was not the solution to your problem
make an “honest” promise to attend & catch up on anything you missed
&, respectfully, ask them to give you another chance?
he might tell u u’ll need to do some extra work
please TAKE IT
do no refuse any work he asks for
[I understand that you might tell me that you hate “the career” itself… but I’m suggesting this a Temporary step “to fix the current situation” before we could start looking at the bigger questions regarding your future…]
Hey, I’m still here. And no, the stupid thing wasn’t committing suicide, it was really just a stupid small thing. But I’m scared to look if it had any effect.
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What are you about to do?
Hey! Long time no see, I’m glad that you’re still here, it’s really nice to read familiar names. I sent a friend request on facebook to a person I really admire, and I was scared she had accepted it. She didn’t, thankfully.
I’m so happy that that’s all you did. I was very worried.
Please don’t do anything permanent. There is a reason to why you are hesitating. If you need to talk to someone talk to me.
You can contact me on my email if you want. Jen347suicidehelp@gmail.com
Come on man… I thought we were having a conversation here… 🙁
Commends on hestitating…
Could u maybe hesitate a little bit longer
& actually read what I wrote you on ur previous post?
Try to answer my questions maybe…
[1]
May I ask why you hate that career ? [if any reason exists]
& also how bad do you hate that career?
Is it a field / line of work you always hated even before getting to uni. ?
in other words
Do you really hate “that career”?
OR
[2]
Is it more accurate to say that you hate “the fact that your parents forced u into that career” & so as a result, you feel you hate the career too?
[In other words,
Would you have felt exactly the same way, had your parents chosen any other career / field / line of work?…
I think this is a very important question
because if your answer is yes
then it’s “the fact that they chose for you”, that you hate
not “the career” in & of itself
In this case we might be able to find a way
so you can “not hate” the career
even though you hate “the fact that your parents forced u into it”…
—
[3]
I think you need to have a long silent [or out loud] talk with yourself
before you answer the above two questions…
—
[4]
Is the situation with your teacher removing u from the list permanent?
or is it possible that you can explain the situation, make an “honest” promise to attend & catch up on anything you missed
&, respectfully, ask them to give you another chance?
[I understand that you might tell me that you hate “the career” itself… but I’m suggesting this a temporary step to fix the current situation before we could start looking at the bigger questions regarding your future…]
—
[5]
Regardless of your answer to [4]
Is there a problem in coming forward to your parents with the truth?
What is the worst thing that could possibly happen?
[That is a real question, I’m asking you to tell me what’s the worst that you expect]
In other words, could you kindly explain what you mean by “no mercy”?
—
[6]
What are the things you need to finish?
—
[7]
Why are you expecting to die on August [15]?
If you mean “suicide”, may I ask why?
What made you take such a decision?
& why August 15th in particular?
—
Kindly answer these & we could move on to find solutions
Too intense. I think you need to stop playing therapist or concerned out-spoken friend, since an online website is not an appropriate place for that, even if the person you’re counseling or questioning seems ok with it.
Just my opinion. U don’t need to prove me wrong.
Because I like everybody here, is not in a state-of-mind to be pushed, their lives, hanging by a string or thread is too vulnerable and delicate
And if the thread breaks, there may be nobody there to catch them when theyre falling.
Hey
First, Thanks for writing me to begin with
Second, I’m glad & relieved to see u’r still here with us 🙂 … I read a previous comment & i was really worried
I hope things improve or at least stay that way & not get worse
Third, i have this feeling that a councelor / therapist / someone playing friend would never tell you what i just said above 🙂
But again, I respect your opinion & you are free & welcome to say whatever you wish…
All the best to you
Kind Regards
Oh yes, I will answer you.
1. I hate that career because it has to do with math and science in general. I was forced all my life to focus on those things, and I don’t even understand them. They frustrate me so much, so I wanted to get away as possible as I could (of course you take math in any career, but not as intensive as mine). So yeah, I hate that career, I hate that I can’t understand them at all, and I’m not interested in it. Like at all.
2. Honestly I would hate anything that doesn’t have to do with what I really want to do (art, specifically design). But I’ve been so pushed over to science I doubt my artistic abilities, it feels horrible.
3. I’m just… tired of struggling. Tired of fighting and living.
4. I talked to my professor, and he said he needs to talk to me. I’ll go Monday, and I’ll convince him. I’m not sure what to say though…
5. They would do horrible things to me. Abuse me until I lose consciousness, lock me up and make me starve. They would take everything from me, all the small things I value. Hell.
6. Small things I’m currently working on. Finish my fanfiction, finish sewing my dress, travel to a convention, finish a videogame, spend my last day in a hotel (no, I won’t kill myself there). Short term things I can do. I will leave in peace if I finish them.
7. I chose that date because I want to test if a myth is real. And suicide because I’m tired, I’m so tired of living. I am not free, and every time I fought for my liberty I failed. I don’t have the strength to do it anymore. I don’t have the strength to love anymore. After all the things I mentioned I wanted to finish come to an end there’s nothing else I look forward to.
Thank you so much.
Hey there…
okay I’m in the middle of something
I’ll reply to all the rest as soon as I can
including ur new post
but 4 now
the most urgent point is ur teacher
i think if he says he wants to talk then there IS hope that this can be fixed
please try to follow my advice
—
clearly & honestly explain the situation,
tell him that you realized that your behavior was not the solution to your problem
make an “honest” promise to attend & catch up on anything you missed
&, respectfully, ask them to give you another chance?
he might tell u u’ll need to do some extra work
please TAKE IT
do no refuse any work he asks for
[I understand that you might tell me that you hate “the career” itself… but I’m suggesting this a Temporary step “to fix the current situation” before we could start looking at the bigger questions regarding your future…]
—
most welcome 🙂
& u’r not alone in this
i’m right here with u
My note above is written to
FarahLajeenNourAlDeen
In response to there 0623 post
“Their” typo sorry, too tired to see/post. Gotta go.
You are too smart to do something that you recognize as stupid. There are other ways. There ARE other ways.
Hey, I’m still here. And no, the stupid thing wasn’t committing suicide, it was really just a stupid small thing. But I’m scared to look if it had any effect.
Okay. Glad I misunderstood, but still concerned.