Do you ever just want to off yourself but you’re just unable to? Not because you lack the courage or because you don’t want to hurt others (everyone would be better off without me anyway) but just because you don’t have enough resources? You see all those people overdosing or cutting their wrists but you don’t have anything you could possibly overdose neither you have any sharp tool to cut your wrists with? Sometimes you put a plastic bag over your head because you just want to disappear and you hope that maybe this time you won’t have to take it off when it gets too sore but that never happens, leaving you with another false hope and expectation? There is no real chance to end your life and you’re probably too much of a failure to succeed anyway.
So you just sit there living for the sake of nothing because you don’t know how to end it
Anyone knows this feeling?
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You don’t have a kitchen knife?
the kitchen knives are usually not sharp enough to cause any real harm, at least at my house
I know this feeling all too well. Gotta live with it everyday.