I just lost the last thing

I had one thing left that was even some semblance of a social connection. I just lost it.

It was also a creative outlet and distraction. Not the only one, but the only one of its kind.

So now I literally have zero friends, even online. It was bad enough not having any in person (it makes a world of difference when you can go have coffee with someone, or sit by the lake and talk*, let alone human touch; it’s been over a year since I last had a hug from anyone but my mother). But at least I had this game where I could “be around” people and feel something like normal.

At least I had that…

Now what?

* I meant to say c-h-a-t but apparently that’s a swear word so it showed up as ****.  Whatever. /tableflip