Music is my livleyhood. No one understands the music I listen to. I listen to alternative music, like tøp and Bastille. Whenever I play my songs around my loved ones all they hear are the words about suicide and death, when in reality the lyrics are telling you that you matter. Music is starting to mean less and less to me as the days go on. I feel like less and less of a person as everyone I get close to leaves me. Everytime someone leaves they take a piece of me. I am not the person people used to see. I feel as if every descision I make is a bad one, and no matter what it is or who it’s for, I am always wrong. Sigh.
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Music is an amazing technology, there to ease our minds.
What comes out of those songs are words, sounds, vibrations going through matter. And you take these lines of poetry, so it can pacify you. You Find Meaning Within Darkness. While those around you simply can’t understand your state. It’s as if they are in an illusion, living “normal” lives, happy or content, but when in only such a place, it becomes harder to understand others.
They need to broaden their horizon of empathy to really Get You.
Maybe they will, someday, or maybe Never, but even if they don’t, you just got to let go of their opinions.. Because it will only ever hold you down.