And I’m only 24. I have experienced what ultimate bliss and joy mean, but I don’t see how from here on out anything could realistically rival that. It was already extreme coincidence that brought me there, so I cannot really bet on it happening again.
I wonder where I’d be today if I had never met my ex. Maybe I’d be off better because I wouldn’t know what it’s like. Though then I’d just be spending the next 60 years of my life in expectation of something that would almost certainly never end up happening. With how things have been then, I’ve had my small share of happiness, and can now off myself, knowing that I’ve had as much as I could reasonably (or rather unreasonably) expect from this life.
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You could meet the person who gives you a reason and purpose to continue to breathe. You could meet the person that holds your hand and completes you. You could meet the person that cannot live without you… Who is out there now saying exactly what you’re saying now.
You never know… Sometimes you have to go thru Hell first to get to Heaven.
Maybe. Maybe not. I just feel that given how low the chances were for me to meet my ex, I can’t really bet on it ever happening again. I mean, I hope that you’re right, but I don’t really believe in it.
There is no such person unless you and your significant other are both willing to make it work. It takes time, it takes trust/honesty, it takes respect… and lots of patience and perseverance (because there will always be new challenges to work through).
If people don’t want to be disappointed, they should stop believing that there’s “one magical connection” that will take away all their problems because there’s not… only if you and the other person truly put in your best efforts and work as a team. That’s why some people have happy, successful marriages/long-term relationships where they don’t cheat on each other, etc.
If YOU are trying to do your best but the other person is not, it isn’t your fault, and you should leave… though it definitely is tough when you’re already attached.
My ex and I did make it work, we put in lots of effort to love and respect each other, and that’s why a “magical connection” arose between us. If I had met someone else back then, there’s a good chance the same would’ve happened between that person and me. I don’t doubt that I could make a relationship with someone else work now, I just doubt that I’ll ever meet someone again with who that would be possible.
24? You’ve barely learned how to crawl.
You’ll continue to make a series of mistakes for the next series of decades. – That’s alright. –
You’re 24? Wtf? You haven’t made enough mistakes to die yet. Try a little harder at fucking up, you haven’t really earned the right to die yet.
I’ll bet you haven’t even fucked a whore yet.
Don’t die until after you’ve already lived.
(Tell us about the whore in your next post).
Yes, there are lots of things that I have yet to experience, and I could fuck up my life even more than it already is. But that wasn’t really my point here. There might be other nice things ahead of me, but I doubt they could compare to what I’ve already had. Hence why I have crossed the peak.
It’s just one girl you don’t need to get attached. Go find a new girl and have a family or something. Or maybe just get some bros you can chill and joke around with. Anything to keep you happy.
Well, problem is, I already got attached, so that advice is a little late. It was mere coincidence that I met her in the first place, and I doubt that given the circumstances I’ll meet someone like her again. I don’t ever get to know new people anyway, cause I am horrible at that, whether it is guys or girls. I honestly don’t even know if I’d be feeling like this if I had a strong circle of friends. I’m just so freaking lonely.
What do they say? Maybe you’ll find Direction around some corner where it has been waiting to meet you. I interpret that as you never know what’s around the next bend, but it is meant for you when it is sent to you. I was sent lightning from the heavens one time.
Maybe it just isn’t meant for me then.
I’m 23 and I feel the same…