I’m just tired all the time, I wanna be better for everyone not even for me but everyone else. I feel like an outsider and a burden to all of my friends, I just wish I could be better for them. If not for myself than for them. I think I’ve lost a lot of em cause of my moods and depression. My ptsd isn’t even controlled anymore, it’s like I can’t handle anything.
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Don’t try to get better for someone else’s sake, do it for your own sake. Just do it for you, start slow, then maybe once you’ve got some kind of hold on it, then you can try for others. But it starts with you.
I know how you feel, wanting to be better, not feeling good enough to others. Especially feeling tired all the time. I swear if I even put my head down for a second I’ll fall asleep. I have almost no energy anymore to do anything. Even my bones feel weak from living. I hate knowing that I could have been something great, someone amazing, rich and famous and could have made my family proud so they could have bragged about me. But instead I’m just a worthless soul waiting to perish.