More and more I am unable to see the point in living. I have been emotionally disabled my entire life. I have had to deal with what other people have done to me so much I’ve never been able to live my own life. Make my own choices and mistakes. I’m too busy paying for everyone elses. And I’m tired.
My best friend is so focused on traveling and posting pictures on social media so she feels better than everyone and sleeping with as many guys as possible. Meanwhile I’m choking myself and inhaling asitone so I can stop feeling. I’m done with her.
I’m done period. There really is no point. People don’t really care about people. They care about themselves. Every relationship is quid pro quo. What will I gain from this person. I have nothing to give anyone, and so my death will mean nothing to anyone. I’m mostly okay with that. I just want it to stop.
Maybe tomorrow I’ll just die.
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please dont die, for after all the apocalypse is coming soon.
and lets have some fun when it does!
What date is the apocalypse expected? I can’t wait any longer.