Every time, every fucking time this happens. It’s not a new thing. It’s happened since the beginning, and it will continue to the end. Every time that I think I’m doing better, it never gets any better.
What a dumbass ***** I am. I knew nothing gets better, but I expected it all the same.
Change. Test. Repeat. Change. Test. Repeat. Change. Test. Repeat. Am I any better because of it? No! I’m the same shitty person I was back then. I just recognize it now.
I don’t want anything good to happen to me anymore. I am a shitty person and I deserve nothing more than to be tortured in this nightmare life.
I am a fucking liar, and for no good reason. I’m not worth protecting, so why should I lie? “If your word is no good, then you are no good.”
I am no good.
Sorry.
2 comments
Your not a dumbass we all think, hope, pray we will be different and get better. I’m in the same place as you it’s this world that tricks us to think that way
You shouldn’t even have a name XD