Suicide attempt by hanging

It was a dark night, April 14th 2017. I was having problems with stress, anxiety, and rejections. On that night I woke up 4 in the morning and decided I’m gonna die today. I went down to the basement, hanged a noose in one of the rafters. then I kicked the chair, gasping for air. It would’ve been 5 seconds till I passed out, completely painless. From there, I fell into a beautiful dream where I was in school with actual friends beside me(I have no friends in real life) we were talking and laughing all over. My crush started a conversation with me in that dream( she harshly rejected me in real life) it was a fun experience. Then all of the sudden, I woke up and found myself in a pool of blood on the floor in the basement. It took a while but I started to realize I was unconscious for a few minutes. I staggered to the mirror as blood was dripping down from my head. In the mirror I saw a horrifying scene. 2 of my front teeth were knocked out and my nose was broken and bleeding. I woke my parents and told them what happened, both of them turned pale white as they saw what has happened to my face. Ambulance was called and I went to the hospital for 2 weeks. To this day, I can never forget that day.