i was and am and always will be a terrible friend. so you know, the only logical way to make sure i actually don’t hurt anyone else is by killing myself. asap. i tried to take another painkiller today and u know what! it didn’t work and i’m saving my fucking Midol for the day i can successfully swallow pills without extra panic because it said 12+ is dangerous and i still have like 17 so maybe. maybe one day it will happen. and it’ll all be over and i won’t have to worry about anything ever again because i won’t exist and just god it sounds so perfect and i just want this all to end. i want to stop feeling and stop talking and stop bothering everyone and stop being such a fucking terrible person.
maybe i’ll do it in the new year. or before december. whatever ends up happening.
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100% minimum lethal dose acetometaphine is 13,000 mg. 150% is a better amount to take so somewhere around 19,000mg. Don’t go ruining your liver. I don’t see anything on the minimum lethal dose chart about ibuprofen so it may not be fatal at any dose.