this is something that bothers me lately, since i’ve got out of a four-year relationship.
i don’t know how to proceed in life. nothing excites me, and i can’t find interest in anything. i don’t have any motivation to do anything, and i don’t really have any hopes or dreams.
when i was in this relationship i had someone else to care for, but when it’s me and myself – i couldn’t care less.
i feel really bad about everything, and going out, socializing, makes me feel worse.
seriously, the only reason i’m still here is because of my son. i don’t want him to have a bad start in life, but really i’m just passing my time doing nothing most of the time.
it’s just that life isn’t so inviting. even if i choose life, i’m not given a chance.
and for last, a very relatable quote from “the smiths”: “and when you want to live, how do you start? where do you go? who do you need to know”?
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I don’t have any goals in life either its so pointless
I had goals powerful one but it’s too late for them now. But since you have a son maybe you can make it a goal as a mother who helps raise her sons future. That’s something I would live for if I was a parent. I’m 26 now no way do I see myself being a father since ive been single my whole but if I was a patent different story for me. Anyways I hope you find that goal
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I can relate. I quit medication 2-3 years ago. I was all set for a new start. But I find it so hard to figure out what I should do. It all seems a bit empty.
As someone whose mother was very depressed when I was growing up, the very best thing you can do for your son is to build a meaningful life for yourself. One of the hardest things was growing up knowing my mother was unhappy. However much my parents did for me, I would rather they had been happier themselves.
I have plenty of goals. The problem is that I’m unable to achieve them.