Self Harm

November 14th, 2017by whiskered-fish

I wish self harm wasn’t forbidden in my religion.

Sometimes I feel like everything would be a lot better if I could just carve myself up once in a while, y’know?

I mean, I beat and scald myself sometimes, but that’s only because it doesn’t leave any marks, so I figure it’s not technically wrong (or at least not as bad). But that’s not enough for me anymore. I really wish I was allowed to bleed.

I’m already not allowed to kill myself. He’s forcing me to live. Why can’t He allow me this little concession that would make my forced life a lot easier?

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