Considering it

Recently I’ve begun to feel as if my life were stagnating. I’m somewhat physically attractive and monetarily successful to a degree but my entire life I’ve always been kind of depressed and alone feeling. Western society tells us that to feel fulfilled we need a loving romatic companion. But modern day society destroyed that. Everyone trears eachother like shit and all men care about is sex and all women care about is the objective gain they can get in a social ladder from dating the most attractive man. Every once in a while nice girls will come along that I share much in common with but they all go towards other men who are meaner to them (though biologically women don’t like nice men, it’s a sign of weakness from an instinctive standpoint) and I feel like continuing on is quite tedious.

I basically have 3 choices in life

1. Have the off chance that I do find someone right which is around a 5% chance

2. Settle for someone I don’t love and become a father who doesn’t really love their kids like the other 95% of American society

3. Be alone for the rest of my life and use my money to buy useless objects until I die

Or, 4 obviously, youknowwhat and at that point that seems like the best option.

They say suicide is a solution for a temporary problem. But what if your problem is a permanent one caused by mainstream media and society?  I’ll likely never find “the one” as that’s a fictional idea perpetuated by Christian ideas.  Any motivating words you have or methods of suicide better than a noose would be appreciated because at this point I’m making am account here as a last resort to talk to people who atleast feel similar