I thought pot would help me out but it backfired. I never felt so empty and made my paranoia worse. I have had anxiety all day. I did a lot of thinking and it solidified me that i want to leave this earth. My mind is constantly negative thinking the worse. I hate my life I hate myself I don’t want to fight anymore I am broken mentally and don’t see any hope
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Weed helped me. I enjoy being high but the environment/atmosphere you’re stoned in really makes a difference. If you get high somewhere where sober you is always miserable you will still be miserable. Weed increases dopamine by 300% I believe. More than food and sexual relations. You may just be coming down and your brain is playing tricks on you. Some days after you can feel low and then is a good time to pop a htp5
I get like that when I smoke sometimes. I prefer the edibles.