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The worst year

by The Wrong Boy

So….man,that wont to be a good year,it’s not just for me but for everyone here in the blog,i know it has persons with more problems than me or we but i just don’t like to have these problems,my life is just a sadness history with so many pain and depression….and that are not just words but feelings…MY feelings,and now my feelings are so sad….downed…btw,here…do you know Christmas?..Yeah,it’s what’s going to happen soon but now i already recived my gift AND i recived NOTHING….seriously,i just recived nothing,my 3 sisters just recived a fucking Tablet…..i don’t care about what they recived,but,man,i just need a good day,a good event,and i heard so many promises what in the end they are just lies….my family is a fucking liar (i already expected this,but just forget this)…..man i just need to cry or something like that,i just want to die…….or some thing that will gonna be alright in my life soon……i can’t hold anymore…it’s my family,my friends,it’s EVERYONE in my life,i just want forget they….I’m sorry for that….bye.

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Cause of Death: Suicide 12/24/2017 - 12:03 am

Two years ago my niece got a 2015 Kia or something like that I wasn’t jealous nor did I care…At all. I mean, it’s a Kia after all…. (and of course she has different parents with paying jobs yadayada they always watch Sweet 16 and those type things and she wants to marry Justin Bieber) but looking back on it I got a pair of footy pajamas with material that holed right through and a pair of slippers from Walgreens. I’ve driven a 2005 Buick since I was her age. And then I degraded to an even shittier 2005 hyundai “piece of shit” Tucson. I also got a 28 day stay in a mental hospital (where I was raped while on sleeping medication – the only time I’ve been actually raped) And when me and her were both offered jobs at some pizza joint 3 years ago she was hired and I was not. I am 5 years older than her. I’m not saying I give a f*ck but I know what it is like. I also received better grades… took harder classes…Anyway last year I got a whopping present from her parents they called me a “scary freak” I didn’t do anything but leave my bedroom to use the restroom. I hadn’t even talked to them in 5 years and that’s all they say. But they’ve called me names since I was a child.

Cause of Death: Suicide 12/24/2017 - 12:07 am

Oh and the pajamas were spider man
I f*cking hate spider man and all super qu*eros
Those are honestly the worst franchise to ever exist
Terrible movie terrible comics I’m not into that type stupid sh*t

Cause of Death: Suicide 12/24/2017 - 12:10 am

And tablets you aren’t missing out on anything girls use them to take sl*tty pictures and nerds use them to play video games. I got one without asking I’m like what is this piece of trash…..? They’re basically unusable. Hell The only thing I put on my Christmas list is money so I can get 350$ to buy a shotgun and end my misery. One way I gotta get out here. Just would prefer a shotgun.

The Wrong Boy 12/27/2017 - 7:00 am

Wow,your history are so sentimental (seriously,that isn’t a irony) So let me tell my history…when i was small…i suppose with 3 or 4 years old,i make the worst accident in my family,i maked a hole in my head,i know it’s like so funny but let me continue…so…on the next days i was in a hospital taking somes medicines but my bruise was not so critcal…but….after that i was take a fucking inflamation on the region of the bruise because my dog defecated in the carpet and the bacteria got into my bruise and now i finally haved a critical bruise with a death risk,my familly finally cares with me,i was have 7 days to pull out the pús or the doctors will drain that all and i will have a failure in my head….so…miraculously the pús starts to pull out on the last day and i be “saved”….but thats not the end of the history….I grows and,i get insane,i starts to like some things who the rest of peoples don’t like,my parents has thinked i’m crazy and has put me in the psychologist…nothing changes and let’s go to the next level,psychiatrist…. i started to take some painkillers to be “better” and “calm down”,after that on the youtube,i learned that if i mix the painkiller with alcoholic beverage can be transformed in a poison in my system and kill me,i tried but nothing happend,but i got addict in drinks…i just loved alcoholic beverage and i hugged they with my life arms….in a date with my “new friends” i take a cigarette and smoke…1…2…5 cigarettes that i smoked per day because i don’t mentioned my girlfriends but,just forget they…so now i tryed the last one thing in my life…yes…weed,i tryed that and this make me scared but,so relaxed,that’s make me thinks the all things in my life are ok…but now i just hate that things,the weed,cigarette,drinks,everything and now i’m here (And i not mentioned the bullying because my long hair,my choices about songs and some things,my dad has drunk and angry with me about nothing and he betrayed my mother recently…) That’s half of why i need to die or something like that :’)

Cause of Death: Suicide 12/27/2017 - 12:19 pm

You got a bacteria infection as a child, so that is cleared? And everything with that is solved? That is a relief. And to add to this your parents treat your sisters a lot better than you? Your dad abuses your mom and recreational drugs aren’t keeping you happy? How many times have you been to psychiatrist? Sending you to a stranger helped a lot im sure while they drain your resources and prescribe you poison pills. I’m older, I’m 23. My parents are also not good people as yours seem to not be the kindest or sincerest, I knew life would always be difficult with them. I did have a master plan to build a cabin in woods probably on other side of America but parents want to keep me here and insult me all the time letting me know I am not good enough to leave them and tell me everyone else thinks that too. So I chain smoke to die quicker. It is the only active suicidal thing I do, thinking smoking is a lift up from just wishing to die but having no way to (no weapon)

I’ve taken weed since 16.5 and it always worked for me. Then they take me to psychiatrist because I don’t like them/avoid them/ try to escape from them and giving me f*cking antipsychotics (don’t ever take antipsychotics by the way you will become numb zombie from dead hell and that is persistent for um, probably the rest of my life. And that was 2 years ago.) So now I never find joy in anything/ am uncomfortable in MY body/ feel everything I do for recreation or intellectual purposes is useless.. but mostly am uncomfortable. I was given this for “mood”
I was in the best mood of my life when prescribed now I am wrecked.
I guess it causes fibrosis of heart muscles??
I was then arrested and can’t smoke weed anymore or drive which was the only hobby that kept me on even kilter after the accident

then on another note, after actively doing things, I see the next day everything I was saying/studying featured in news with someone else doing the same thing! Drives me crazy when that happens.. I’m like “That’s exactly what I said! Are they some sort of can’t think for themselves type or starved for ideas???” Lmao. I’ll be listening la de da la de da newsroom just waiting for the one phrase I coined or the one idea I created to pop up and when they say it that it when I go DA-DING that’s all me where’s my credit. Any old talk show. Sometimes on universal news reports. Sometimes on television or motion pictures. Who knows when these things pop up. I sit and think and devise and plan and then someone else is like I had this idea….. and proceeds to repeat everything I worked very hard to come up with. It kills me! I die every time that happens! it’s hilarious!

Drunks are the worst type of parent. I’m sorry. They are always terrible to their children.

Cause of Death: Suicide 12/27/2017 - 12:21 pm

You sound like you would like a tablet though. You can make good use of it im sure. Steal one your sisters and play innocent!!! Lmao. She’s probably a ditz will think she forgot it

The Wrong Boy 12/27/2017 - 2:45 pm

I just do not care about gifts or anything like that, I’m just 17 years old, I know you’ll say “You’re so young, leave that shit and stop with that stupid scene” but everything is real, I have so many years to live, but if i will live with that same thing, day per day, i just dosen’t want to live anymore … i know some peoples will say “But in sometime, everything will be ok” .. Okay, thats true but, I will need to wait and if I wait,more of that problems will appear (And many will get worse more and more.) I know now, you have 23 years old, but,some youngs can have worse problems than me and you, i just saying about my accident of when i was a child who because of that accident my family don’t have so much money to everyday put some delicious food or give the bests gifts on the christmas or birthday,i just don’t wanna live because everyday is a new problem (Problems make us strong but i don’t feel that) i don’t give a shit to my parents and everyone that i meet,i know,you has been raped or something like that,thats i think because you’re a girl,we that have problems,can be baited easyly,but we can bait with more strong because we know the easy ways to do thate, i’m sorry, you’re saying somethings hard (like you been raped and somthings like that) and it’s because i continue with that same history. I’m just trying to search a way to pull out that problems out and get high,or i will make something that will not be good to my parents and some peoples who’s i know… I’m so sorry,because i maked you read that shit…

Cause of Death: Suicide 12/27/2017 - 4:22 pm

I understand I also wanted to die at 17. It didn’t get better hahahhahahahhahaa way worse. I thought it would get better I had a little spark of hope for like a minute then it just turned to pitch black and I knew I’d never climb out of tunnel of death again.

a1957 12/27/2017 - 12:44 pm

Drunks are indeed terrible parents.

The Wrong Boy 12/27/2017 - 2:41 pm

I just do not care about gifts or anything like that, I’m just 17 years old, I know you’ll say “You’re so young, leave that shit and stop with that stupid scene” but everything is real, I have so many years to live, but if i will live with that same thing, day per day, i just dosen’t want to live anymore … i know some peoples will say “But in sometime, everything will be ok” .. Okay, thats true but, I will need to wait and if I wait,more of that problems will appear (And many will get worse more and more.) I know now, you have 23 years old, but,some youngs can have worse problems than me and you, i just saying about my accident of when i was a child who because of that accident my family don’t have so much money to everyday put some delicious food or give the bests gifts on the christmas or birthday,i just don’t wanna live because everyday is a new problem (Problems make us strong but i don’t feel that) i don’t give a shit to my parents and everyone that i meet,i know,you has been raped or something like that,thats i think because you’re a girl,we that have problems,can be baited easyly,but we can bait with more strong because we know the easy ways to do thate, i’m sorry, you’re saying somethings hard (like you been raped and somthings like that) and it’s because i continue with that same history. I’m just trying to search a way to pull out that problems out and get high,or i will make something that will not be good to my parents and some peoples who’s i know… I’m so sorry,because i maked you read that shit…

The Wrong Boy 12/27/2017 - 2:43 pm

Oh i’m sorry,i putted that text on the wrong way

a1957 12/27/2017 - 3:00 pm

No worries The Wrong Boy, what is important is that you expressed yourself.

Cause of Death: Suicide 12/27/2017 - 4:22 pm

I meant my comment for above for your new post.

noah5678 12/24/2017 - 8:49 am

Every year for the last 9 or 10 years has been absolutely horrible for me

Cause of Death: Suicide 12/24/2017 - 7:59 pm

That is true. Same here…

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