so the past few days i’ve been contemplating suicide and i’ve been nonstop researching what is the quickest way to die and which method won’t have a high chance in keeping me alive
ive been wanting to overdose and it sucks because it doesnt seem like it works a lot. i dont drive so i cant like buy a bunch of pills w/ my family and get alcohol all “casual”
i guess i could get a prescription for sleep and then overdose idk
anyways,, one of my favorite celebrities died recently who i’ve related to a lot and it’s been hitting me hard especially when my coping mechanisms is me handling it with my dark humor and then of course upsetting others around me who are mourning
theres a lot of shit that makes me want to die. i feel like i dont deserve anything good u kno? im gross and disgusting and idk it really sucks haha
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Who was the celebrity?
he was from south korea from a kpop group called SHINee.
i miss him too 🙁
you know who im talking about? 🙁 i’m sorry you’re hurting as well over his death.
Jonghyun. So talented. And he worked so hard. Really is so sad. So young. So handsome.