I made my first post on here three days. I never feel happiness. Mostly just loneliness, stupidity, and just joke. I joke about killing myself all the time. It’s not as much is a joke as much is me trying to deal with a terrible thoughts I have in a sarcastic way. Still one person has tried to reach out. People nowadays are so shitty it’s mine blowing.I was brought up Christian and I still am to a degree. I just want to know if anyone has ever tried to kill themselves, what are the feelings that go through your head at the end. If anyone has died for a few seconds and come back, what is it like. If I knew if I die I would you speakerphone I would do it tomorrow. What scares me is not knowing what is after death. Is it worse or better
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Unfortunately, no one knows for sure. And you probably shouldn’t trust anyone who claims to know for sure.
For me my last thoughts are, god I hope this actually works this time and the creeps don’t hunt me down to hospitalize me. I’ve been set on suicide for 11 years but I either can’t do it or am stopped each time.
It would be nice if things were better on the other side. I don’t really believe in anything though. When I die I hope that things are finally over. If I end up in just another plane of existence, for better or worse, I think my first words will be, “Oh shit. You’ve got to be kidding me!”