I’m scared, paranoid I guess you could call it. I’m scared somebody is going to come up to me and say something that will add one more problematic, hurtful, drama, incident to my pile. They’re going to text me, Snapchat me, email me, say it to my face, whatever it is, it’s going to hurt me one last time and I’m going to crumble and topple down on my own feet from stress and self-hatred.
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Why do you hate yourself so much?
People say rude things all the time, most poeple are not as nice as they should be, but that doesn’t mean you are awful or bad, it’s their judgmental stupid mind that brings them to say crap, so don’t be to scared, most of the time poeple judge without realy knowing you, so their opinion isn’t worth annything.
I you wan to talk you can always email me: dick@deds.nl
I hate myself so much because the people who know me best do. My family is constantly reminding me that I don’t act my age because I cry over foolish things, that I need to get it together, that I have something wrong with me.
Most families know nothing about eachother because they only look at what they want to see.
Why would it be bad to cry about things when you feel sad about them? Would you tel someone like you they are foolish? Your family should accept you and your feelings. If a family causes someoen to hate him/herself they give no real love, they are to blame not you.
Thanks I suppose. It’s just hard to believe that because I’ve grown up around them and learned that whatever they say is right because they were older than me.
How old are you now?
I’m 33, born blind and my parents hated me because of that. I realy know how hard it is, but ask youslef this: if you was your own child, would you do the same to that child as they did to you?
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