My life in short

I have struggled with depression for about eight years and severely for about four. Recently it’s gotten a lot worse. I’m 24 years old and honestly feel like I’m a great person with a great personality. Or at least that’s what people say. But I feel alone all the time. I do have friends I guess a coupleBut only one person I can really say is my best friend. But for some reason that’s still not enough. My family feels like but I told them how I feel is a joke. I worked at the mall for four years as management in a retail store. After getting to a breaking point I Told the DM that unless I could run a store for more money I would put in my notice a month and a half from that day. The DM had no contact with me in a month and a half later I was jobless. It’s been almost 2 months now and I still haven’t found a job. I told the DM that unless I could run a store so I could make more money I would put in my notice a month and a half from that day. The DM had no contact with me in a month and a half later I was jobless. It’s been almost 2 months now and I still haven’t found a job. Not a job at all. Not one that would allow me to make my car payment and bills and be able to move out of my parents house. This house feels like a prison, always stuck in my room and I know I’m not wanted. Seems like nothing makes me happy anymore. I’m so tired of struggling and even when I try to find something that would make me happy there’s nothing. I’m also so tired of being alone. Not one person shows interest to me. And the few people I have been with always leave or treat me like shit.I would do anything for anyone and I feel like no one would do anything for me. I have no energy to do anything I wish that somehow my life could change and I could be independent with a good job and someone to share it with . I know this wouldn’t  fix my every day problems and all the faults that get scrambled up and my fucked up brain, but it would help not having that stress. I just want to remember what it’s like to be happy