Do you ever just get so mad that you want to just slit your wrists? Do you ever just get so fucking mad that you don’t wanna feel the pain of anger, but the pain of a blade slicing your wrists or thighs? Because I do, and I am getting to the point where I can’t feel it anymore.
The cuts, they all get deeper and the scars get darker. They never go away. The thoughts and voices in my head telling me that everything is going to go wrong, they stay. I have nothing except for horrible thoughts.
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Hi, words can’t describe how much I relate to your words. I’m boiling with so much anger that it’s turning my self destructive side on.
I have felt that way before. MAny times. Just wanted the pain to go away. For everything fo stop
Yep. The anger and frustration seems to block out physical feelings though, doesn’t it?