I’m lonely

I feel like it’s just so stupid, but lately when my best friend started dating, she doesn’t listen to me anymore. I talk to her about my day and stuff and she doesn’t even respond to it. My depression, social phobia and anxiety are something I would like to talk about, and actually I need to talk about, but now I have no one to talk to. It’s sad and stupid as I said earlier, but I wish my friend would help me. I feel so lonely and I have to keep it all inside, trying to keep myself somewhat sane. Smoking has grown into a bad habit, but at least the cigarette listens to me and my pathetic problems…