Why do we try so hard to live? Uhm, because it’s too hard to get our hands on something that’ll 100% kill us, and painlessly. The only 2 options are to either off myself, and since I can’t, I am forced to live. And if I must live, I’d rather be healthy and functional than being sick every damn day of my life. That’s pretty much the *only* reason I half-heartedly try to get better.
Well, in your case, you have someone who loves you. I don’t, so the pull to live is weaker. I don’t really have a reason to live. What’s the point of all this pain and suffering? Nothing. Just more unnecessary suffering. Ugh.
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Why do we try so hard? I’m questioning my sanity these days.
Why do we try so hard to live? Uhm, because it’s too hard to get our hands on something that’ll 100% kill us, and painlessly. The only 2 options are to either off myself, and since I can’t, I am forced to live. And if I must live, I’d rather be healthy and functional than being sick every damn day of my life. That’s pretty much the *only* reason I half-heartedly try to get better.
Well, in your case, you have someone who loves you. I don’t, so the pull to live is weaker. I don’t really have a reason to live. What’s the point of all this pain and suffering? Nothing. Just more unnecessary suffering. Ugh.
I’ve been here for a year. I visit every day. I have nothing better to do in my life.
Really waiting for the day to come….
It shouldn’t be too long now…. but much later than assumed.