GeneralSigh… by eternaldarkness 5/5/2018 written by eternaldarkness 5/5/2018Some people have a great life. And others…we hang out here on SP, forever thinking about death… Sigh…I swear, the day I actually want to live, is the day I get sick(er) and die. 3 comments 0EmailRelated postsThat Last Step… 6/4/2020 6/4/2020A Poem for you. 6/4/2020 6/4/2020someone fuck me up with a brick 6/4/2020Crying 6/4/2020 6/3/2020 6/3/2020 6/3/2020How to delete account? 6/3/20203 comments clipped-wings 5/5/2018 - 1:24 amWhy do we try so hard? I’m questioning my sanity these days. Log in to Reply eternaldarkness 5/5/2018 - 1:55 amWhy do we try so hard to live? Uhm, because it’s too hard to get our hands on something that’ll 100% kill us, and painlessly. The only 2 options are to either off myself, and since I can’t, I am forced to live. And if I must live, I’d rather be healthy and functional than being sick every damn day of my life. That’s pretty much the *only* reason I half-heartedly try to get better.Well, in your case, you have someone who loves you. I don’t, so the pull to live is weaker. I don’t really have a reason to live. What’s the point of all this pain and suffering? Nothing. Just more unnecessary suffering. Ugh. Log in to Reply Cause of Death: Suicide 5/5/2018 - 9:42 amI’ve been here for a year. I visit every day. I have nothing better to do in my life.Really waiting for the day to come…. It shouldn’t be too long now…. but much later than assumed. Log in to Reply Leave a Comment Cancel ReplyYou must be logged in to post a comment.Subscribe to comments: Don't subscribeAllReplies to my comments Notify me of followup comments via e-mail. You can also subscribe without commenting.