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by eternaldarkness

Some people have a great life. And others…we hang out here on SP, forever thinking about death… Sigh…

I swear, the day I actually want to live, is the day I get sick(er) and die.

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clipped-wings 5/5/2018 - 1:24 am

Why do we try so hard? I’m questioning my sanity these days.

eternaldarkness 5/5/2018 - 1:55 am

Why do we try so hard to live? Uhm, because it’s too hard to get our hands on something that’ll 100% kill us, and painlessly. The only 2 options are to either off myself, and since I can’t, I am forced to live. And if I must live, I’d rather be healthy and functional than being sick every damn day of my life. That’s pretty much the *only* reason I half-heartedly try to get better.

Well, in your case, you have someone who loves you. I don’t, so the pull to live is weaker. I don’t really have a reason to live. What’s the point of all this pain and suffering? Nothing. Just more unnecessary suffering. Ugh.

Cause of Death: Suicide 5/5/2018 - 9:42 am

I’ve been here for a year. I visit every day. I have nothing better to do in my life.

Really waiting for the day to come….
It shouldn’t be too long now…. but much later than assumed.

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