I told my mom that I wanted euthanasia. I asked if she hit the lottery for a million dollars, if she’d pay for the procedure. She said no and I asked why, she said that it has no value. Keep in mind that I deal with chronic pain/fibromyalgia/fatigue to say the least. I told her that it’s a form of a medical bill. To myself, someone would have to pay for funeral cost anyhow. Do you think this act is selfish of her not to want to support euthanasia or just a choice? I just believe that I’d support my child, especially having known they’ve suffered as long as they have.
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i imagine that it’s hard for her to let you go despite your ailing. and so she wants to keep you around for as long as she could. She chose for you to stay. Whether it’s selfish or not, hrm, I think as a parent it’s really hard to accept that their children is dying before them. Especially if she deeply cares for you.
Yes, dying before her I can agree with and I know it maybe hard for her but it’s hard to continue on with the pain of everyday life. Thank you for sharing.
You know things are bad when you want your own mother to end your life. There’s almost no possibility of your mother doing that I’m desperate to go too and have hinted that she would want me to die if she experienced my pain
I want her to fund it, just like she’d fund it provide I died or committed suicide. Either way, I believe that people need to be more open minded about euthanasia. I read in a post not to long ago that people euthanize their pet’s because they don’t want them suffering but won’t support euthanasia or assist with funding euthanasia for a suffering family member. I can see someone wanting to hold on but if they’d lived my last 10 years, I hope that they’d understand more, especially with the projected 40-50 more year’s of life. The cost of euthanasia vs the cost of 40-50 more year’s of life and I’m no spendthift but I know when the time is right. If certained things hadn’t happened in my life with added features, I’d probally have no problem with wanting to stay on Earth longer. I’ve just become pro euthanasia once I became aware of the option, did some research and weighed my struggle.
Well how old are you? Why don’t you hit the lottery and fund it yourself. Parents get really really evil once you say stuff like that to them…
I’m trying to hit the lottery too but who gives a F if she gets evil. What type of person are you?
Nah I mean painstakingly evil
Like mental hospitals
Round the clock watch
Arrests and seizes
Counselor therapist combo
Poison for medication…
Just looking out for you!!
You thought you wanted to die 7 years ago when you still had half a chance to move out and live happy
Now when you’re in complete misery for 5 years and you have no hope whatsoever then you know… you know you DO NOT want it to get worse, I warn frequent.
You seem very ill.
Or either a troll.
I’ve been suicidal for a while… been in jail one year ten months
Sorry you have had a prolonged shitty experience, you may well qualify to be euthanized where it is legal, I think I’ll start playing the lottery myself I just need about 500 quid and Bitcoin knowledge and account to have prescription pills posted and i can give this torture the middle finger from the comfort of my own home
I know I need a chemistry license and a class set of ******** … best way imo
Now I’m at work and they want to add more responsibility to the job and make complaints. I don’t want to die by pills, I was suppose to hang myself Sunday, 2 days ago, but I couldn’t wrap my mind around jumping or be a vegetable. The thought of wanting to kill myself makes me nauseous. ******** seems much more peaceful. I seen a diet pill thats used as a pesticide too that I thought oftoo but it burns you up on the inside; the pain. Even homemade carbon monoxide but some said it may just cause brain damage.
I also feel sick that i want to kill myself. Suprised you have a job i cant work due to my condition in trapped in my mind body bed and house. What seems more peaceful, your words were blocked? I’m guessing nitr0gen?
I am literally trapped too… I walk when I need out.
The people scare me but I ignore them mostly and if they try to say/do something I just remind myself “I DONT KNOW THEM. THEY DONT KNOW ME” ya know? Like they can say or do anything I just walk by like “Ohmygod I don’t know you. Oh my god you don’t know me.” And then when there’s especially bad ones or groups I cross the street… used to hide in a car dreamed of forest lodging… none but me and the birds and wild life
Wish that I was job free, been getting denied social security disability for 10 years. How do you support yourself if you don’t mind me asking? The ? out the name of the euthanasia drug.
Been denied for 4 years, unemployed mostly live off spare scraps and cheap thing
Thinking of checking out food bank next time I am in need
Ill get kicked off soon even though it’s the system that did this to me. I’m reliant on benefits meant to be earning near a grand a week if I wasn’t injected with antipsychotics once, misdiagnosis
I understand, it’s hard once you ingest some of the medications, thing never go back to being the same.
Hanging is tough but Im glad it’s available as a method, ive tried partial suspension many times, gets too terrifying and painful no matter how badly I ant to go. I’m gonna end up trying this week I’m sure, It’s constant for me, I’m compelled. I’m going for an opiate overdose with sleeping pills and alcohol and I’m making certain I take more than the lethal dose to make sure I’m not coming back. I’m going at 36 years old, I’m ready to consume my pill saturated custard and get overpowered into deep sleep during which I will die at last.
What do you think?
What do I think about what?
Wow, I’m not prescribed those medications and don’t like alcohol anymore. Seems like a plan there that you have.
It’s link but I’ve figured it out.
I understand your suffering, believe me. But before you get angry at your mother, take a step back and look at things objectively. You are asking her to pay for your death. That’s very different than just her understanding.
Let me put it a different way. Suppose you was hooked on drugs. You can be supportive of her lifestyle, but if she asks you to fund her drug habit that crosses the line.
Suicide is by definition killing of the self. Nobody is going to help you.
*A sentence got chopped for some reason. It was supposed to say “Suppose you had a child who was hooked on drugs”
People buy their children drug’s all the time. Thank you for your post anyhow. I have found an alternate way to die, either way there will be funeral cost.