I will in hell. My mom is narcissistic. My dad is not. He does not live with us. Me,my toxic biological mother, 23 year old daughter and 7 year old son. My mom and daughter hate me. I have a sister ( golden child) . My mom craves acceptance from my sis and my dad. He lives 10 min away. He does not like her . She is passive aggressive and bitter and negative. Has a Hellish temper and is afraid of everything. She is fake and not too smart. If I go to mass with my dad she’s get mad or pout. I have more to say but have to check back in. I have to thought about self starvation. I’m thinking wit
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You are in a Hell on earth for sure. I find earth just barely hospitable. It is a real tug of war between all that is good and all that is not.
I’m a Christian and struggling with this. I want to go to spirit realm. Sick of humans especially my toxic mother .
I say the Lord s prayer and others all day just to get through day with her. It is miserable. She sucks my joy up. She is unhappy and is determined that I will be unhappy too. I took 60 Xanax at age 14 just to escape her. Took at night when everyone was asleep. Woke up obviously. But I was seriously depressed because of my moms hate .Never knowing when her rages are coming. It’s always a calm before her storm. I want peace.
I stay on this earth only because I am needed here. I believe death would bring me great joy but it will just have to wait. Until then I pray and make good use of therapy.
I will join a convent when my son is older. The missionaries of charity. This is the worst hell ever. A narcissistic mother. She is a baby and get upset if I do not sit in room with her all day while my son is in school.
I do listen to noveas a lot around her and the Rosary. Any thing to escape her. Plus I do believe Christ is my savior !
Until I was able to move out I did my version of those things. They got my mind off my mother and on to much better things.
Toxic mom yell is definitely a thing….
My mom is a narc too. It’s always what she wants at the expense of others. Constantly blaming others and pointing out their faults. Hardly ever cries. Shows little to no emotion. I love her, but she is a terrible communicator. She has high expectations that she doesn’t share. And I know she hates me the most out of my siblings.