I feel like screaming. I’ve had this feeling for years but never got to release it. My day sucked, hell my life sucks. I’ve attempted to end it before, unsuccessful. Nobody in the world can understand what I’m going through. I always have this tension that I can’t get rid of. They always want be to be perfect. But I can’t!?! I don’t have time to write everything besides the fact I want to be dead already. Now about the screaming. Anyone know a good pace where I can just let go without anyone hearing?