When you said that you cared/ I knew you lied/ When I hide in the night/ I have to fight/ I have to fight to not cry/ Have to fight to not fly/ Through my roof and say goodbye.
No matter what I tell you/ My words just seem to go through/ I try to share my pain/ I try because I alway fien/ I fien my own smile/ It’s been fake for a while/ but your broken ears/ Do not see the tears/ The tears in my voice/ Instead you rejoice/ Thinking I’m happy/ But broken ears break my mind you see.
I look at my blade/ Hidden in the night/ I hear what you said/ And no longer see the light/ So I lie in my bed/ cut my wrist some more/ Listen for the door/ So you don’t see what I did.
I don’t want to go back/ Back to that place/ Where they look only at your face/ Even though it’s a fact/ That a broken mind will never be fixed/ But they still pick/ Your mind apart/ From the very start/ And when you talk, you’re called mad/ And told you can nolonger be sad/ Because those meds/ Keep too many heads/ Off the noose/ And I know those meds make my sanity loose/ Loose from the pain/ So here we are again/ There is no end.
So dad just forget me/ I’ll just be dead weight/ I know you’ll be happy/ And so please just wait/ I end it all soon/ Under a lightless moon/ A moon in my mind/ A moon that was kind.
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This is rly beautiful. I hope you’re okay too tho.