I’ve been around for years and have seen nothing but pain and suffering my whole life. I’ve tried for years to get help but it never works. Not to mention, I’m still a minor and have no value to anyone. I’ve moved from my mother’s house to my dads(they’re divorced) and his girlfriend and him team up against me all.the time.
I’ve been wrong all the time and everyone keeps telling me I’m smart then whips around and tells me I’m stupid, or I’m retarded ect. Now I’ve found this site and need help. Why? Why do I try? When I’m too depressed to eat, too depressed to talk and turn to cutting every night, why do I not just give up? I’ve wanted too, never had the chance, but when I do, I don’t try it. I’ve had nothing but hate pointed at me and I can’t keep going. I’ve been rejected by every girl I asked out, I’ve been pushed away by my “friends” and now here I am, asking for help from strangers on the internet. So why? Why do any of us keep trying? Why can’t we just tie the knot to fix the mistake and hang it from the ceiling? I just need some help… please…
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I am here to talk if you want to. I can give you at least some advice. Hang in there!
I know exactly how you feel. School, friends, and family. I don’t know anything about you, but I think most people here are feeling the same way. So just know that your not alone.
Hello, I don’t know your abilities or age but it seem like it time to give some space to you dad and his mate. Find a good job and continue with schooling for better opportunities and get out here to survive the best way you can. If you have a mental disorder, that will make things more challenging but put you best foot forward in whatever you do.
I’m here for you. If you wanna just talk abiut random things or share something deep. I don’t claim to have wisdom , but yeah i can listen.
We are here to walk this walk with you. I understand your pain. Do 1 thing today that gives you some peace or comfort. Be proud of yourself for posting here. You are brave and strong. Believe in yourself that you will be able to move a little bit each day. Keep posting and keep talking. I believe this is a safe space.
I am 67 years old and feel your pain. But a minor? I was married to my current wife for 27 years. How can you just give up on life if you are a minor? Storms come .. but they also go and there is sunshine and a rainbow and birds singing and great food and drink and enjoyment of good times as well. Oh thanks a lot, now you have me believing I can be happy again, even if my wife leaves me. EVERYbody hurts sometimes. Hold ON HOld ON. CHAnge your attitude find things to be happy about. DO you like to sing? GO to karaoke join a church choir. DO you like sports, find a school yard where minors play basebal or ball hockey or soccer. HAVE FUN while you are young. Find something you enjoy doing AND DO IT! You will have plenty of time to kill yourself later, but have some fun first. Yes life can be a pain in the ass, but life can also be fun. It is up to you to find something fun to do. I pointed out a few things but YOU need to find something YOU like.
I feel it the need to just give up too.
I mean I suppose it must not feel good to be called names or be ganged up on. I also wonder why I am put in these sorts of situations and why it is so hard to end my life.. .. but it is hard.
I try to end my life but it is hard usually a nightmare awaits me but my entire life is a nightmare
I try really hard to end my life