i know it’s temporary, so there’s no reason to act drastically or anything, but every night the pain gets a little bit worse, and the tension gets higher. And I know that cutting helps. I remember the pain, I remember the emotion, but I’m not going back. I just try to lie still until my own head tires itself out. I feel nothing, and I feel fucking everything at once and nothing helps. I’ve got a month and two weeks until I can get my prescription back on track, maybe, and I’m imploding right now in the present. And it’s not going to help me immediately, if at all. Everything hurts, and then it hides, and then everything hurts even worse, and then it hides again. I can’t keep doing this. I can’t keep doing this. I don’t have a choice.
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Thank you for your comment. I was going through some shit but I meant what I said. Better just to make connections on here and work through stuff together right? It’s much better than thousands of voices screaming in the dark. Don’t you ever say you would drag somebody down.
If you need someone to talk to you can always reach me by Kik (Grace1775A) even if it’s just to vent, a human Prozac,
Grace