Standards

I admit i am cruel to myself and have been unnusual and unforgiving in my self punishments. I project these reflective judgements in the reflection of the light of others despite not knowing them and their likely unnusual understanding and lack of judgement on my character. I am alone and deserve to be by my sentencing. Who would accept me. I dont allow that privilage upon myself. Why should they? I dont judge others and am empathic and considerate to others. Yet i feel they should not treat me so because of how my self unforgiveness, grudge, distain, discontent, and self cruel and unnusual correctionals.